BPD Support Thread

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Our prefrontal context is literally less functional and our hippocampus lacks the proper dopamine receptors. It's why addiction in borderlines is at a 78% incidence.

Damn, that makes sense now. Although I've stopped drinking for 2 weeks and hope I can keep going.

 

[Aurelia]

Well I mean...I never have been so I don't know. lol

I love how my family thinks I'm all sweet and innocent, but I actually seem to have found a more dominant side of myself as of late (just generally speaking...lol). I started talking shit to a Walmart employee today because she pissed me off and my brother was surprised I think because he was with me at the time. But like, okay, I had a pickup order that was supposed to be ready...i got the email and everything. And this dumb bitch tries to tell me, oh it says it'll be ready December 2nd. Like, no, bitch...if you can read, it actually says to get it BY December 2nd FFS...not ON. And it also literally says that the order is ready you dumbfuck.

 

[Aurelia]

Our prefrontal context is literally less functional and our hippocampus lacks the proper dopamine receptors. It's why addiction in borderlines is at a 78% incidence.

Research has shown that this is the case with both Borderlines AND addicts. And even more so with borderlines who are addicts.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I love how my family thinks I'm all sweet and innocent, but I actually seem to have found a more dominant side of myself as of late (just generally speaking...lol). I started talking shit to a Walmart employee today because she pissed me off and my brother was surprised I think because he was with me at the time. But like, okay, I had a pickup order that was supposed to be ready...i got the email and everything. And this dumb bitch tries to tell me, oh it says it'll be ready December 2nd. Like, no, bitch...if you can read, it actually says to get it BY December 2nd FFS...not ON. And it also literally says that the order is ready you dumbfuck.

I'm trying to be like that, too. I mean less passive and more assertive. But that can be hard for me.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Research has shown that this is the case with both Borderlines AND addicts. And even more so with borderlines who are addicts.

Well it's easy to be an addict with BPD because it's the combination of addictive personality, self-destructive behavior and poor impulse control. At least that's why it's easy for me.

 

[Aurelia]

Well it's easy to be an addict with BPD because it's the combination of addictive personality, self-destructive behavior and poor impulse control. At least that's why it's easy for me.

Oh definitely. BPD is the perfect recipe for addiction. Thats why most of us are.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Oh definitely. BPD is the perfect recipe for addiction. Thats why most of us are.

Hopefully I can stay off the booze this time around. My mom hasn't been drinking either. So that's even more incentive why I don't want to take it up again.

 

[Aurelia]

I'm trying to be like that, too. I mean less passive and more assertive. But that can be hard for me.

When I was with my husband, I relied mostly on him to be that way and just stayed in the background. But now, I realize I can be that way when I need to just as well.

 

[Aves]

I hope you all don’t think I’m ignoring you, I’m just shaving my legs

 

[Aurelia]

I hope you all don’t think I’m ignoring you, I’m just shaving my legs

Lol, we don't think that. No worries.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I hope you all don’t think I’m ignoring you, I’m just shaving my legs

That's ok, I'm just talking shit anyway

 

[Aurelia]

Hopefully I can stay off the booze this time around. My mom hasn't been drinking either. So that's even more incentive why I don't want to take it up again.

Good. It'd be best if both of you could stay sober. I hope she finally realizes the impact she's had on you at at least with her drinking.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Geez, about half of my kitchen is filled with cans and bottles that need to be returned. I called my sister but she never called me back. I need to get these out of here and hopefully I'll have enough to buy a tree. Or at least to pay for part of it.

 

[Aurelia]

Plus, apparently people find my "look" intimidating. Lol. The red hair and black, leather everything...mostly, I just like the style, but I won't lie either, having people look as you as someone not to be fucked with really does work wonders.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Plus, apparently people find my "look" intimidating. Lol. The red hair and black, leather everything...mostly, I just like the style, but I won't lie either, having people look as you as someone not to be fucked with really does work wonders.

You do look intimidating, but also hot.

 

[Aurelia]

Geez, about half of my kitchen is filled with cans and bottles that need to be returned. I called my sister but she never called me back. I need to get these out of here and hopefully I'll have enough to buy a tree. Or at least to pay for part of it.

My brother and I have like 50 of them also.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I hate that I still have a tickle in my throat that's making me gag. This shit is annoying.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My brother and I have like 50 of them also.

I didn't even realize they had returns there. Just shows what I know.

 

[Aves]

I honestly appreciate the conversation

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Although I'm reluctant to use the can machines because my mom said someone shit on it. It's been cleaned but that's still nasty.