BPD Support Thread

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Well, am I officially old now, @Aurelia? lol

 

[Aurelia]

Well, am I officially old now, @Aurelia? lol

Wait, is it your birthday?

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Wait, is it your birthday?

No, not for 3 months yet. Just feel older for some reason.

 

[Aurelia]

No, not for 3 months yet. Just feel older for some reason.

Oh okay lol. I was about to feel like a total dick for forgetting.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Oh okay lol. I was about to feel like a total dick for forgetting.

It's always on my profile in case you do forget. :P I remember wearing sweater vests in 6th grade, so I guess I've always felt kinda old.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Oh I know what you can get for Brandon. Get him some chocolate syrup. Feel free to ask him about it. lol

 

[Aves]

How often do you guys just get incredibly bored with everything? Even when you're having a good day.

Like I'll struggle through the day to entertain myself in anyway, and when nothing works I just get dopamine the quick and easy way.

I was a lot worse with boredom when I was younger, I barely ever left the house though so that probably didn’t help. It’s just that everything felt so meaningless and I didn’t even know what I liked to do anyway (I still struggle with that now but it’s better).

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

You guys can visit for my birthday. Just no birthday spankings and none to grow on. That would be way too many. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Birthday hugs and kisses are fine, though. I haven't been kissed by anyone since August of 2012. Coming up on 10 years since I've even been kissed on the lips. Holy shit, I really am deprived.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

The last person who kissed me was the first person to ever kiss me. Right around when I was 21, and still used MySpace, a guy from my area contacted me. He actually graduated the same year as me, just went to a different school around here. We met up and were headed for a relationship. We stayed over at a friend's one night, and I kissed him during truth or dare. I wanted to do that, anyway. Then maybe I kissed her and I don't remember if we all kissed. Then he slept with my friend twice and ruined his chances with me.

Now in 2012, he took me out for breakfast one morning. Then we were in my room making out. He wanted more but I didn't give in. So if I see him again sometime, I wonder if we'll kiss again. My life is like a soap opera sometimes. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I was jealous of my sister because she had her first kiss, date, boyfriend, before I did. Actually, I've still never had a date, or a relationship that wasn't online. And I never met any of them, so does that count? We thought I would be having kids first since I'm six years older, but still nothing. My sister said she wouldn't have kids, but she had one. She said she might not want more, but who knows. lol

 

[Aves]

Birthday hugs and kisses are fine, though. I haven't been kissed by anyone since August of 2012. Coming up on 10 years since I've even been kissed on the lips. Holy shit, I really am deprived.

It’s been a while for me too, and I’m bloody married so I’ve no excuse

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

It’s been a while for me too, and I’m bloody married so I’ve no excuse

Go and lay one on your man

 

[Aves]

I did, it is his birthday today after all

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I have at least $40 worth of cans and bottles here. This shit needs to go soon. lol

 

[Aurelia]

So much for "wild and free". When your past literally follows you around, not much freedom there to speak of.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

So much for "wild and free". When your past literally follows you around, not much freedom there to speak of.

What happened?

 

[Gwyrdd]

So much for "wild and free". When your past literally follows you around, not much freedom there to speak of.

Agreed

 

[Aurelia]

What happened?

I've been getting followed for the past 3-5 days now...perhaps longer. I noticed the fucker across the street while on my cigarette break, he immediately pulled off, and as he was caught at a stoplight I had the chance to record a video of his plate. Then come to find out, 30 min later, I went to check outside for carts that didn't belong there, and surely enough, he was back. Then once again, pulled right off as soon as he saw me looking. Then I noticed the cocksucker pulled off his plate completely after he realized I had gotten it.

 

[Aurelia]

No clue who this asshole (or assholes) is/are nor why.