so I'll just do it here.
I'm not really upset or anything-- I just thought I'd say a few things...
so... I am in the hospital again; not because I tried to kill myself again, though. I actually don't feel like killing myself for once today. The last couple of days have been kind of nice.
Thing is, I'm here because of a pre-existing health condition and it's pretty bad this time. It *feels* bad, I mean. Feels bad, and I look like total shit; which isn't cool because for SOME reason, this hospital is filled with attractive young male nurses now -____-
not cool.
haha
It's kind of a delicate issue, I suppose...
I just wanted to thank SF for being here.
I wish that everyone could find something or someone that brings them happiness. I don't want anyone to be sad.
The fact of life is that at some point it ends - you can't stop it from ending, so just continue on and live for no other reason than to be a good person and be happy with who you are and what you do. It shouldn't matter where we end up when we're dead--- in heaven or hell or just getting eaten by maggots in the ground--- live your life to live it. Experience things and feel.
That's it, I guess!
Just wasting time and trying to be emotional- because I feel like I should be crying or something, but I'm not.
:laugh:
I'm not really upset or anything-- I just thought I'd say a few things...
so... I am in the hospital again; not because I tried to kill myself again, though. I actually don't feel like killing myself for once today. The last couple of days have been kind of nice.
Thing is, I'm here because of a pre-existing health condition and it's pretty bad this time. It *feels* bad, I mean. Feels bad, and I look like total shit; which isn't cool because for SOME reason, this hospital is filled with attractive young male nurses now -____-
not cool.
haha
It's kind of a delicate issue, I suppose...
I just wanted to thank SF for being here.
I wish that everyone could find something or someone that brings them happiness. I don't want anyone to be sad.
The fact of life is that at some point it ends - you can't stop it from ending, so just continue on and live for no other reason than to be a good person and be happy with who you are and what you do. It shouldn't matter where we end up when we're dead--- in heaven or hell or just getting eaten by maggots in the ground--- live your life to live it. Experience things and feel.
That's it, I guess!
Just wasting time and trying to be emotional- because I feel like I should be crying or something, but I'm not.
:laugh: