Hi sweet
@MelancholyRaven . I’m sorry you’re in so much pain

Your parents don’t take it seriously, or don’t want to see the truth. What your mom said is horrible but she probably wanted to give you a reason not to do it by using guilt, which is not the best approach of course. She doesn’t want you to die though, I’m sure of it.
This pain you feel now is not forever. It can change in high school, during studies or work... You don’t deserve to hurt yourself, sweetheart. Stay strong.
You should seek professional help, yes, but I don’t know what the possibilities are for you. Can you ask your parents to go see a therapist? In any case, SF is always here for you, we won’t give up on you and we care a lot <3 I’m here as well

You’re a wonderful person.