"...i can't cry, i'm too anxious
Restless mind, i can't shake this
Said i'm fine, but we both know i'm fakin'
i'm not feeling numb
i'm just feeling everything at once
Hate when you ask how i'm doin'
i know that you're just assumin'
i'm better now, not bleeding out
Get outta bed on a good day
Lately that's all i can do, hey
i go through hell to hide myself
i think about new ways to hurt me
But don't want my mother to see
It's not that i feel undeserving
Just blame it on the chemistry
That's why
i can't cry, i'm too anxious
Restless mind, i can't shake this
Said i'm fine, but we both know i
i'm fakin'
i'm not feeling numb
i'm just feeling everything at once..."