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I spent so long wandering around aimlessly, this scared little kid lost in the dark. But i don't feel so lost and alone any more. My mum will never come rushing out of the shadows to give me that big Toriel hug and tell me it'll be ok, and show me where to go. But that's ok, because other good people found me, and i'm finally coming to peace with letting them know how lost and afraid i'd been, so i can ask for their help. I never needed my mum to magically come back to life and save me from that loneliness, i just needed to learn to finally be vulnerable with the people i care about. They may not always know the right direction we need to go either, but they have the means to light our way through, and we're stronger together.
i really love Mothica's music. Her lyrics are perfection.
"...I'm homesick from living with myself
Made an exit plan, but I left it on the shelf
I've been so obsessed with romanticizing death
I know how the story ends
But how do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?
How do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?
When your head feels like a cage
Just try to not self-medicate
That awful song inside your brain
The silly you is unaware
And you can't know what killed the pain
Just call your friends, they feel the same
Don't keep it in, you'll go insane
How do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?..."
"...I'm homesick from living with myself
Made an exit plan, but I left it on the shelf
I've been so obsessed with romanticizing death
I know how the story ends
But how do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?
How do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?
When your head feels like a cage
Just try to not self-medicate
That awful song inside your brain
The silly you is unaware
And you can't know what killed the pain
Just call your friends, they feel the same
Don't keep it in, you'll go insane
How do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?..."