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Neko~boy

Neko~boy

Well-Known Member
#1,421
#1,421
i love when music finds me when i need it the most.

Nevertel
"Everything in My Mind"

"...I'm staring at my scattered thoughts
And falling way too far in my head
My head, into my head, my head
It feels like I've
Got no direction, gotta find there remedy
Is my mind broken cos I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?
I've tried, it's so fitting that this happens at the worst time
I start overthinking everything in my mind
And I don't know how to fake it if don't feel anything
It's been like this for a while now
I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown
And wish that I was anybody else but me now
Cause what I'm focusing on is blurring the lines
I'm losing my confidence
Feeling like I don't deserve no acknowledgement
Breaking my promises
I'm being honest the future is ominous
I wish I was better at solving a problem
Instead of just starting 'em
I'm giving it everything
Giving it all just to give it away
Is my mind broken cos I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?
I'm highly conflicted my mind got me feeling like I'm just a copy
Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking
I'm thinking I need a new hobby
Like what is the point if I have no direction
A lot on my plate and I'm feeling the tension
Mentally drained cause I'm over obsessing
On letting 'em down I hate the rejection
I don't know what I want now
I hate the rejection but I ain't bout stopping
My mental is lethal
My thoughts can be toxic
I'm about to break down
This life got thinking 'bout loving the pain
I think that I'm broken I'm going insane
Is my mind broken cos I can't start something new?
Everyone's counting on me
But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through
Is this how I'm designed?..."

 
Neko~boy

Neko~boy

Well-Known Member
#1,422
#1,422
Well, my phone was being derpy so it posted the same video twice. So i erased it and now i leave a hug for everyone who needs one.
*grouphug2

Ooh also i forgot to add a FLASHING LIGHT warning to the video for those with epilepsy and migraines and photo phobia)
 
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Survivorist

Survivorist

Black sheep of my family....
#1,423
#1,423
Somebody interested? Good in RAP? I have the music ready - but need somebody who makes a good text and who wants to do something creative.
Tell me - all you need is to download "bandlab" it's for free - this is the platform to work together. A, yes, you need a mike or earphones to avoid double recording.

Let me know.
 
Neko~boy

Neko~boy

Well-Known Member
#1,428
#1,428
This is my go to song for the ups and downs of being sober for me. It lifts me up at times when i have maintained being sober and i find comfort in it when i have slip ups too.

i am happy to say, i have been sober for a good while now, but i will be honest, i have had a few urges popping up in the back of my mind here and there lately. Today feels like a much better day though, so i am feeling some peace of mind 😌

Also, for anyone interested in the app, it is called I Am Sober. It helps you keep track of how long you have been sober and has some random things you can do, like reflect on your journey and emotions. i find it helpful because seeing the numbers adding up makes me feel good and encourages me to keep going.

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