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Sometimes the heart yearns for what it simply cannot have. It yearns for something or someone it simply cannot explain why in words or define in a way that could make sense. But the heart knows what it feels...the heart is wise and at times foolish.
i saw the beauty through your darkness. i could see your stars hidden within the galaxy of you. i longed for you to see them too, yet you felt so undeserving of my love at times. Like the beauty trapped within the beasts flesh. i wanted you to see what i could, past the beast in the mirror, all the colors of your rainbow.
i am still out here running alone by your side in a parallel universe, our roads no longer overlapping. i have to let you go, i know. i have to let you be free of me.
i wish i found this song as soon as it released. It explains a lot of what i felt in a fragile moment.
i often think, if i can hate someone i care so much for that leaves, it would lessen the hurt...but it doesn't. It just puts all of me into a numb state and stuffs the feelings down and away. Besides, i just can't feel hate.. i still have a ways to go to learn how to cope with my feelings and emotions. But, i am slowly getting there.
"...We weren't perfect, but we came close
Until I put all of our pain under the microscope
And I still can't face it
I'm still in love, for what it's worth..."
~"...But you don’t want to do what your daddy did,
Bury it deep down keep it under your skin.
So you put pen and paper, made a verse of it,
and you murdered it, and the chorus went
You gotta kill somebody to be somebody
to be who you want to be
you gotta hit rock bottom
to live through all the shit nobody believes
You’re gonna hurt some people,
But first some people will thirst on watching you bleed
And that’s when you know that you made it
You made it
When you’re hated..."
Bury it deep down keep it under your skin.
So you put pen and paper, made a verse of it,
and you murdered it, and the chorus went
You gotta kill somebody to be somebody
to be who you want to be
you gotta hit rock bottom
to live through all the shit nobody believes
You’re gonna hurt some people,
But first some people will thirst on watching you bleed
And that’s when you know that you made it
You made it
When you’re hated..."