i know i was the unwanted child. i knew you never truly cared. You always made it pretty clear to decipher through your actions and comments.
You're still the same as you have always been and i was a damn fool to believe you would ever change and actually love, care or accept me....
You will pick anyone or anything over me any day. You don't care that i am sick and in pain and can barely breathe and gasp for fucking air since Saturday. i get it, you're out of town for work, but you won't pick me up and take me home and go back because it is too much trouble...i am always too much trouble. i ruined your life just by being born.
i just want a mom who actually loves and cares about me... or at least anybody... i don't care if you pretend...