Today I feel numb because of the medication I use (antipsychotics). It scares me, because I feel cut off from myself, from others, from the world and from God because of the medication. It makes me feel emotionally and spiritually dead. I'm terrified that I will never come off and never recover. I made a firm decision not to commit suicide, so that at least I won't do. But after a rather good period, I'm feeling rather hopeless today. Anyone can give me a bit of hope? Or recognition?