numb

My ex had lied to me twice and broken my heart he comes back telling me he was trying to handle the death of his grandfather and that's why he acted the way he did. He said he never got over me and that I don't have to trust him because he has trust issues too and said he does not care how...

Like the title says. I am in so much pain, I cannot differentiate what is the difference between positivity and negativity since I believe that they are reversed. My self-esteem is so low, I cannot fathom the idea that I'm worth anything. Worth being loved, worth being a friend, worth being a...

Today I feel numb because of the medication I use (antipsychotics). It scares me, because I feel cut off from myself, from others, from the world and from God because of the medication. It makes me feel emotionally and spiritually dead. I'm terrified that I will never come off and never recover...

I'm just about used up, I have nothing left to keep going, im not just reflexively wishing for an end to it all when things are particularly shit, and im not just faring tomorrow, I actively dont want tomorrow to come, I want it all to end today. When I think about the future I know only 1...