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[MoAnamCara]

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[total eclipse]

i am sorry you are feeling so low MoAnamCara hugs toyou

 

[MisterBGone]

I hope you feel much better in very short order. I didn't know you were an artist? That's tremendous!

 

[MoAnamCara]

Thank you TE and MisterBGone for even commenting, even though I deleted what I'd typed. Things are icky dark right now. So even recognizing I posted something means more than you both know tonight.

 

[MoAnamCara]

This time in wont delete. I feel like crap, like a pile of misery soaked pathetic ness. I'm sitting here going over pros and cons of going, how I would do it. If I could. I don't think I'm that brave. I just want this all to end. Please.

 

[Brian777]

Hi MoAnamCara, I know it's tough when we feel like this, but try and hold on. I hope things get better for you very soon.
Take care of yourself
Brian

 

[MoAnamCara]

Thanks

 

[MisterBGone]

I understand MoAnamCara! You're hurting so deeply... I can relate to your reasoning. And it pains me so. But please don't feel guilty. This disease; well hopefully one day it won't be so looked down upon--and never even mind a cure--but that people will if not empathize, at the very least understand, that all this is simply a function of our condition.

 

[MisterBGone]

Oh! And I think there is only a five minute window with which to correct a post...but I could be wrong-

 

[MoAnamCara]

Thank you misterbgone. You are kind.