How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

Coward, wimp, milquetoast. Plus I have a whole swarm of feelings but they are all vying to be the first to get my attention. So there's not an orderly queue I can cooly assess.

 

[Pebble mouse]

Coward, wimp, milquetoast. Plus I have a whole swarm of feelings but they are all vying to be the first to get my attention. So there's not an orderly queue I can cooly assess.

Sorry, @seabird. I hope things improve for you soon. FWIW I don't see you as any of those things.

 

[TreeShade17]

Things are ok

 

[AvidFan]

Coward, wimp, milquetoast. Plus I have a whole swarm of feelings but they are all vying to be the first to get my attention. So there's not an orderly queue I can cooly assess.

8000 mile journeys, taking a chance, running, selling up and risking security, dealing with grief and keeping going in the face of those challenging emotions, standing up and being prepared to reverse course and not indulge in a sunk cost fallacy.... You are none of those things you say. I'm sorry you see yourself that way but hope your next move brings you some peace and calm. ❤️❤️❤️

 

[HappyKitty]

i feel i can let go worries of job a lot, whether I adapt it or not. just that family is now in my mind a lot. i may not be so overly emotional, I still feel that sense of panic abt them.

 

[VioletDawn]

Angry. Sick of liars.

 

[Windhover]

What you say is absolutely worthwhile @Pebble mouse. Thank you.

hug

 

[Windhover]

8000 mile journeys, taking a chance, running, selling up and risking security, dealing with grief and keeping going in the face of those challenging emotions, standing up and being prepared to reverse course and not indulge in a sunk cost fallacy.... You are none of those things you say. I'm sorry you see yourself that way but hope your next move brings you some peace and calm. ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you for this.

peace

hug

 

[cymbele]

Discouraged. Due to the new car I had to get new racks for my car so I could go kayaking. Which I did with a lot of frustration at getting wrong information from vendors, waiting for packages to arrive etc. Finally after much ado and hiring someone to help me mount and assemble the racks last night, one of the arms of the hydraulic lift assist is broken. I have to take everything apart including the arm (which comes preassembled) and not only clean but repair. And I just wasted two hours to conclude all this.

 

[1964dodge]

Things are ok

i'm am so pleased that you are doing ok hopefully you can turn that to a good or great day soon, you deserve to be happy

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Angry. Sick of liars.

 

[1964dodge]

Discouraged. Due to the new car I had to get new racks for my car so I could go kayaking. Which I did with a lot of frustration at getting wrong information from vendors, waiting for packages to arrive etc. Finally after much ado and hiring someone to help me mount and assemble the racks last night, one of the arms of the hydraulic lift assist is broken. I have to take everything apart including the arm (which comes preassembled) and not only clean but repair. And I just wasted two hours to conclude all this.

i'm sorry that you have to go through this

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

i got up at a reasonable time took my wife to a bunch of stores, then i took her cruising the beach and then to our favorite seafood retaurant. we get the captains platter that has 2 1/2 pounds of seafood and mostly seafood very few fries. because of the cost around $55 it's a rare treat for us. had a lot of fun cruising the beaches well, except when i had to put $50 in gas and that only got me to 3/4 tank

mike

 

[cymbele]

i'm sorry that you have to go through this

mike....

Thanks.

 

[1964dodge]

Thanks.

you're welcome @cymbele

mike....

 

[Angie]

I am totally frustrated with my medical problems.

My chest hurts, little stabbing pains that come and go. So I went to the hospital last Sunday and they did an ER cardiac workup, all was normal.

Its not anxiety, my anxiety doesn't manifest like this.

But I really need to know what this is, so I call my new GP and the nurse is like "do you need a cardiologist?" No, I had the tests. Blah. But she condescended to give me an appointment on Tuesday.

I'm so tired of going to doctors only to be told nothing is wrong. I honestly believe I'm not imagining things or anxiety driven, but I can't get anywhere, not only on this but some other issues.

It may be the death of me, I swear.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I am totally frustrated with my medical problems.

My chest hurts, little stabbing pains that come and go. So I went to the hospital last Sunday and they did an ER cardiac workup, all was normal.

Its not anxiety, my anxiety doesn't manifest like this.

But I really need to know what this is, so I call my new GP and the nurse is like "do you need a cardiologist?" No, I had the tests. Blah. But she condescended to give me an appointment on Tuesday.

I'm so tired of going to doctors only to be told nothing is wrong. I honestly believe I'm not imagining things or anxiety driven, but I can't get anywhere, not only on this but some other issues.

It may be the death of me, I swear.

I totally get it Angie. It seems like the 'care' part has totally vanished from healthcare.

 

[Road to Nowhere]

Coward, wimp, milquetoast. Plus I have a whole swarm of feelings but they are all vying to be the first to get my attention. So there's not
an orderly queue I can cooly assess.

 

[AvidFan]

I am totally frustrated with my medical problems.

My chest hurts, little stabbing pains that come and go. So I went to the hospital last Sunday and they did an ER cardiac workup, all was normal.

Its not anxiety, my anxiety doesn't manifest like this.

But I really need to know what this is, so I call my new GP and the nurse is like "do you need a cardiologist?" No, I had the tests. Blah. But she condescended to give me an appointment on Tuesday.

I'm so tired of going to doctors only to be told nothing is wrong. I honestly believe I'm not imagining things or anxiety driven, but I can't get anywhere, not only on this but some other issues.

It may be the death of me, I swear.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Frustrated with myself because i still don't drive and trying to find a way to work when my ride goes on her week long vacation next month.

Kind of feel like others see those who need rides and find something valid in their reasoning for not driving, yet when it comes to me, they feel there should be no excuse. i just get told the same damn things, "you need to" "just go do it" "stop relying on others" "think of the freedom you'll have"....

if it was so easy i would have done it by now. If it wasn't so difficult for me to get out of my head and those memories, i would have done it by now. Of course i want that freedom. But that freedom also carried a terrifying weight with my depression. Maybe it's just an excuse for myself? My reasonings feel justifiable even if others don't understand them.

i just feel disappointed in myself.

Yeah..I'm so sorry about that..people just criticise others..it's just the way things are..Just don't listen to them..and please don't be disappointed in yourself..As you said if it wasn't so difficult you would've done it right? Hugssss