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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Happy September Everyone! This is my favourite month
Reasons why: (just for fun)
- good memories of starting school (and this year I'll be starting again)
- less hot than summer but usually nice weather here
- my childhood best friend's birthday is the 6th
- start of Autumn (my favourite season)
- I prefer fall/winter clothing to summer clothes
- People aren't as obnoxiously outdoors making noise and talking about how great it is getting sunburns, being bitten by mosquitoes and eating food outside surrounded by other insects. Lol.
- People don't smell as much
- People wear real shoes and not the plastic beach flip flops that you get at the dollar store and make obnoxious slapping sounds with every step.
Reasons why: (just for fun)
- good memories of starting school (and this year I'll be starting again)
- less hot than summer but usually nice weather here
- my childhood best friend's birthday is the 6th
- start of Autumn (my favourite season)
- I prefer fall/winter clothing to summer clothes
- People aren't as obnoxiously outdoors making noise and talking about how great it is getting sunburns, being bitten by mosquitoes and eating food outside surrounded by other insects. Lol.
- People don't smell as much
- People wear real shoes and not the plastic beach flip flops that you get at the dollar store and make obnoxious slapping sounds with every step.
Good thing abt Propranolol, it helps with mood and I definitely exaggerate abt 100%, like I said it wont completely go away and it still has minimal side effects at least. Its kinda cringy to talk about low blood pressure but this meds does, in a way Im struggling with it like it slows me down. You can't even sit up straight longer. Also the fact my pharmacist restricts my activities so it wont be too low, my migraine would rebound. Like that help. Its only been one week wait, another week more.
Barely anyone can survive from stroke, okay some. My aunt case reminded me of my grandpa where I waited for him at least 6 months to returned back, I waited my aunt for 18 days.🥺 Now my mind is in fear and panic mood like hoping everyone else I knew will not be happening the same. This high blood pressure thing does happened to everyone who is at heir 50's up.
But at the higher side of worry. I wanted to reconnect and spend more time with parents as we grew older, whenever I lose someone I'm close with that its been happening so frequently and repeatedly, it makes me wanting to be closer with my parents more however much I hate it. So its going to be hard to reestablish that knowing theres not even a much close personal/intimate connection before hand. I can only wish. I have been having a lot of anxiety about this.
going to a cookout somehwat apprehensively. my brother in law will be there and while my sister has forgiven him for blowing his 401k on an overseas scam, I have not forgiven him for putting her through hell for so many years and years to come. Oh, i'll be polite but I wish he won't be there. On the hand, he is a very old man who is terribly lonely and is in need of support. So I won't be his best friend but I will be accommodating for my sister's sake. Doesn't make me a martyr but I will do my best.
