How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[nicktheundoer]

Curious. I've seen a job ad for a self employed side gig that I might be able to do alongside my main gig, or perhaps possibly replacing the main gig eventually. There aren't many opportunities to diversify careers at my age and I feel it might be a good idea to get my fingers in another pie, as it's tech related it might future proof my earning potential a little and give me some extra experience as my current work is pretty specialised. It's lower paid hourly than my current work, but could be far less stressful, I think I'll do the application and aptitude test and see what happens!

Best of luck😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

I feel like I am not allowed to say this but I feel sad. I feel sad.

No friend..please share whatever you feel..did anything happen that you're feeling sad?

 

[nicktheundoer]

Crying so probably not great. Exhausted. Depressed. Worried, but oh well, I will always be okay

Wow..what a strong person..hugsss..🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

I don't feel like I deserve how well things seem to have worked out for not based on everything I've been through. I think I should be a lot worse off somehow.

Give thanks to God😊😊

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Discouraged. Due to the new car I had to get new racks for my car so I could go kayaking. Which I did with a lot of frustration at getting wrong information from vendors, waiting for packages to arrive etc. Finally after much ado and hiring someone to help me mount and assemble the racks last night, one of the arms of the hydraulic lift assist is broken. I have to take everything apart including the arm (which comes preassembled) and not only clean but repair. And I just wasted two hours to conclude all this.

Oh yuck. I hate when that kind of thing happens.

 

[nicktheundoer]

I have the worse eyesight 😂✨
The spec cost me $714. What an investment.

- Peripheral loss
- Photophobia
- Blurry vision
- Higher degree

I hope it all goes fine..😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

just want to sleep forever

HUGSSSS🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Discouraged. Due to the new car I had to get new racks for my car so I could go kayaking. Which I did with a lot of frustration at getting wrong information from vendors, waiting for packages to arrive etc. Finally after much ado and hiring someone to help me mount and assemble the racks last night, one of the arms of the hydraulic lift assist is broken. I have to take everything apart including the arm (which comes preassembled) and not only clean but repair. And I just wasted two hours to conclude all this.

Ah..I'm sorry about this..

 

[nicktheundoer]

I wish I could be of help here or anywhere. If I like your post it also means a hug.. or I can try to understand.

I'm feeling rather useless as I can't help my younger son the way he wants it, but I've done so much that if I keep helping he wont get on his feet.

God will be there with you helping you in parenting..

 

[nicktheundoer]

just want to sleep and never wake up

Hugssss

 

[nicktheundoer]

Empty.

 

[nicktheundoer]

I FEEL AWESOME!!! I just quit my soul-sucking job in the company where I worked for 22 years in various call centres. In the last few years the job had grown especially bad due to micro-managing and time scrutiny. Even the high pay wasn't worth it.

Wow..I wish for your new good beginnings in the job..

 

[nicktheundoer]

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[1964dodge]

september should be a great month for us. on the 6th it will be my five year anniversary here, it seems like i've been here for a long time, we have a small car show on the 14 th and a big show on the 16th/17th and my wedding anniversary is on the 23rd. it will be our 45th wedding anniversary. i can't imagine a life without my dear sweet wife. so all in all i'm happy

mike

 

[Windhover]

just want to sleep and never wake up

Yeah, I know what you mean because for me it's more anxiety, sad memories, traumatic memories, failures, whereas...death is just nothing.
But, at present you do exist and you have a bunch of support people hers if that helps at all.
We all are glad for your being.

 

[HappyKitty]

ok Im told by my pharmacist “dont swim in deep water till the propranolol side effect are off,” hmmmmmm….

 

[TreeShade17]

All that is lost can be found and every single thing in disrepair can be completely repaired (undone). I have utter faith In that notion and I'm content in knowing that. See you on the flip side and have a good day lol lots of "and's"

 

[nicktheundoer]

I am totally frustrated with my medical problems.

My chest hurts, little stabbing pains that come and go. So I went to the hospital last Sunday and they did an ER cardiac workup, all was normal.

Its not anxiety, my anxiety doesn't manifest like this.

But I really need to know what this is, so I call my new GP and the nurse is like "do you need a cardiologist?" No, I had the tests. Blah. But she condescended to give me an appointment on Tuesday.

I'm so tired of going to doctors only to be told nothing is wrong. I honestly believe I'm not imagining things or anxiety driven, but I can't get anywhere, not only on this but some other issues.

It may be the death of me, I swear.

Hey its all going to be okay..I'm sorry about your condition tho..
I hope this advice from Tilopa can help..HUGSSSS🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Coward, wimp, milquetoast. Plus I have a whole swarm of feelings but they are all vying to be the first to get my attention. So there's not an orderly queue I can cooly assess.

Hey you're none of that..don't believe in those voices..You are a wonderful creation of God..God loves you..You are a good person..😊🫂🫂

 

[1964dodge]

I am totally frustrated with my medical problems.

My chest hurts, little stabbing pains that come and go. So I went to the hospital last Sunday and they did an ER cardiac workup, all was normal.

Its not anxiety, my anxiety doesn't manifest like this.

But I really need to know what this is, so I call my new GP and the nurse is like "do you need a cardiologist?" No, I had the tests. Blah. But she condescended to give me an appointment on Tuesday.

I'm so tired of going to doctors only to be told nothing is wrong. I honestly believe I'm not imagining things or anxiety driven, but I can't get anywhere, not only on this but some other issues.

It may be the death of me, I swear.

i'm so sorry that you have to deal with this @Angie . as for your medical issues it's probably not in your head and anxiety may make it worse but it probably isn't the cause, a good way to check is if you have meds for anxiety take them and see if it helps. doctors don't have crystal balls unfortunately so it may take time to find the real problem. it would be a good idea to keep researching your condition and of course talk with your doctor about anything you find so they can see if that's the issue if not you can at least rule it out. i hope you keep fighting and eventually find out what's wrong

mike....