How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lady Wolfshead]

Up with insomnia. Coming off a med is interfering with my sleep. Hope it is short-lived

 

[nicktheundoer]

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You seem such a lovely kind and caring person, you do have a place in this world. You are understood here. Xx

Thank youuu..

 

[Pebble mouse]

I'm sorry about your sister's partner..I'll pray for him..Don't worry..everything will be okay..God's with you..HUGSSS

Thank you.

 

[Pebble mouse]

i'm sorry about your sister's partner's cancer. i hope the can help with it.

Thanks, Mike, I appreciate it

 

[Pebble mouse]

That's very sad about your sister's partner.

I feel very distressed for my sister. She has always been very kind and supportive of me.

 

[Astrid78]

☹️wanna say what's happening?

Oh, it's a long story, thank you though
Hugs @nicktheundoer hope you are feeling better now.

 

[HappyKitty]

That. Everytime I expressed abt my grief, at least my counselling noted "I lost my childhood aunt kind after losing my grandparents." Like I know we can explore this while Im rarely around with my parents. Just that no matter how manyvtimes Im bck to this rood, I always feel stuck. And now I just feel crazy knowing theres no one to update too, the lonelier I feel, the more I want to be like take 2 part time jobs to avoid that. Yes crazy suicidal now.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Oh, it's a long story, thank you though
Hugs @nicktheundoer hope you are feeling better now.

Thanks Astrid 😊😊

 

[Aurelia]

So my insurance finally screwed me completely. I've been prescribed benzos for over 2 years now and all of a sudden they decided to stop covering them. So I ended up in the hospital. You can't just get off a medication like that cold turkey. It's dangerous. Well, I hope you're happy paying for my hospital visits then that you're causing to happen.

 

[1964dodge]

Honestly do not know why I'm living..broken, don't know what to do..always in tears of anguish..I wish someone on this Earth would understand me..

most of us are broken in one form or another. my demise is chronic pain/illnesses, which caused severe depression and anxiety. there was a time that i knew it was better for me to just end it. i am better now. depression and anxiety are much better now and i constantly work on my physical issues so i have some hope. i hope that in time you can get the relief you need and hope for a better life. i came very close 3 times and i'm grateful every day that i was saved. thank god for SF or i'd be gone for sure

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

So my insurance finally screwed me completely. I've been prescribed benzos for over 2 years now and all of a sudden they decided to stop covering them. So I ended up in the hospital. You can't just get off a medication like that cold turkey. It's dangerous. Well, I hope you're happy paying for my hospital visits then that you're causing to happen.

i'm very sorry that you have to go through that @Aurelia . is there a med you can afford through goodrx or a similar company. i'm not sure what you can do but if you have a caseworker for your health/mental health see if they can help. i hope you can solve this quickly. if you need a benzo and don't have them it can be very dangerous, even deadly.

my heart goes out to you

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Thanks Mike..so are you..😊😊

you're welcome and thank you

mike....

 

[Astrid78]

So my insurance finally screwed me completely. I've been prescribed benzos for over 2 years now and all of a sudden they decided to stop covering them. So I ended up in the hospital. You can't just get off a medication like that cold turkey. It's dangerous. Well, I hope you're happy paying for my hospital visits then that you're causing to happen.

thats terrible, I am sorry this is happening to you, hopefully the insurance won't want to pay for anymore hospitals bills and approve the meds you need.
Hugs @Aurelia

 

[1964dodge]

Thanks, Mike, I appreciate it

you're welcome @Pebble mouse

mike....

 

[Astrid78]

idk, a lot of things.

 

[1964dodge]

idk, a lot of things.

 

[1964dodge]

i'm having a great day. my daughter and her hubby are down for the weekend. i got my mmj replenished both my edibles ( three 1000mg bars for a total of 3000 mg ) and my salve. my pain was a little lower yesterday 5 on the 10 scale and today was 4 and even 3 for an hour or 2. so pain level is lower all weekend. i go through cycles of pain good and bad. after a bad cycle for 3 or 4 months i think i'm on the way to a good cycle. of course lower pain means less depression

mike

 

[Holding my breath]

Up with insomnia. Coming off a med is interfering with my sleep. Hope it is short-lived

That sucks. Hope you managed to get some sleep. Xx

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I got to hold my nephew for the first time today. I can't think of anything that could top that feeling.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Not great. Dealing with arm and wrist soreness which makes me wonder how I'm going to make money as a transcriptionist. But my previous job involved many hours of typing per day and I was okay. It's mostly my right wrist which may indicate mousing is an issue. I already have an ergo keyboard and mouse, but I don't always use them. Going to pay more attention and use my soft wrist braces.