How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[nicktheundoer]

scared

🫂🫂

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Not great. Withdrawing from med so I'm up with insomnia and every joint is aching fiercely. No brain zaps though. I want to take melatonin, but also don't want to, because if this med withdrawal gives me nightmares I want to be able to wake up!

I did take Advil though.

 

[Bergerac]

Trying to be strong for myself, and not rely on other people

 

[HappyKitty]

somehow.. I first enjoyed propranolol for the first two weeks, as it has to put up w bit higher dosage to make my migraine reduce more effectively but it couldnt continue cause it gives me rashes damn. altho TCA is working fine so far. idk why meds for insomnia/adhd always works but nothing when it comes to migraine/anxiety anything related. 🥲

 

[HappyKitty]

hahah my kitty is loving my diamon pen i got as a gift from my cousin wedding. its giving him bling bling😂

 

[HappyKitty]

shud put this on petty complaint cus im jealous of my friends blue nail. i needa paint nailsss eeek. 💅

 

[Harrow]

Don’t know whether to go back to my original job offer. Is that the correct path?

If you do what you feel is right no matter what the path is, it will be the correct path, we have too trust ourselves

 

[Bergerac]

If you do what you feel is right no matter what the path is, it will be the correct path, we have too trust ourselves

Thanks so much, Harrow. I suppose if you select the path, put your heart and soul into in and don’t look back, it’ll be ok.

 

[Harrow]

I do not know how I feel to be honest. I feel stupid and tired and alone. But I think that is a univeral truth that most guys are idiots and I am no exception. I actively try and I think I am doing alright. But I also push people away and sabotage myself constantly latley.
I find it hard to go to sleep and I find it hard to wake up and I just find myself constantly tired and exhausted. I cannot concentrate, and I keep thinking I should be kind to myself on that one, because I have been working incredibly hard for a few months now and it probably just exhauted me. But still it annoys me.
Also one thing that really is getting to me lately is I give so much, I kind of want a little for myself and I think that is incredibly selfish and I hate that I feel like that.
I guess that is how I am feeling.

 

[Windhover]

It's 1pm and I am having an episode in full flight. This is hell on earth.

😔
I hope it has stopped and subsequently you were able to rest.

hug

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I do not know how I feel to be honest. I feel stupid and tired and alone. But I think that is a univeral truth that most guys are idiots and I am no exception. I actively try and I think I am doing alright. But I also push people away and sabotage myself constantly latley.
I find it hard to go to sleep and I find it hard to wake up and I just find myself constantly tired and exhausted. I cannot concentrate, and I keep thinking I should be kind to myself on that one, because I have been working incredibly hard for a few months now and it probably just exhauted me. But still it annoys me.
Also one thing that really is getting to me lately is I give so much, I kind of want a little for myself and I think that is incredibly selfish and I hate that I feel like that.
I guess that is how I am feeling.

Harrow, you have an amazing amount of insight and are far from an idiot. You are way too hard on yourself. Wanting things is not selfish. Everyone wants things. And giving is generous and worthy even if it's not reciprocated. I will post a link that may help (it helped me): I think you may have to join the site to read it, but it's a really good site with incredibly insightful articles.

https://medium.com/stoicism-philoso...deal-with-other-peoples-opinions-cd41680c1277

 

[HappyKitty]

its mooncake season this end of month, I wonder whats the story behind that but they only come once a year so I cant wait to hang out with my friends for it. 😺

 

[Gonz]

its mooncake season this end of month, I wonder whats the story behind that but they only come once a year so I cant wait to hang out with my friends for it. 😺

That sounds fun. Wish we did that here.

 

[Pebble mouse]

I'm waiting at the mental health centre to see a psychiatrist. If I cannot get my script, I don't know what I will do. I'm at the end of my rope.

 

[Angie]

I'm waiting at the mental health centre to see a psychiatrist. If I cannot get my script, I don't know what I will do. I'm at the end of my rope.

Hope your appointment goes well.
Let us know how you are doing.
Thoughts and prayers for you.

 

[Angie]

I feel lost and alone, but then again I usually do this time of night. Having my sleep schedule all wonky sucks.

I am also upset about a situation with a neighbor. This dear woman is 80 years old, has cancer (in remission at present) and is in financial hardship. Took her to a food bank yesterday to help. Food stamps (SNAP/EBT) are a joke, its like $30 a month. There are programs to help with things BUT they require intensive online applications and jumping through hoops. She isn't able and it stresses her out to watch me try to do these things for her. Life sucks.

 

[HappyKitty]

That sounds fun. Wish we did that here.

yum😺

 

[Pebble mouse]

Thoughts and prayers for you.

Thank you @Angie

I got my script. I feel so relieved. I was in a bad way, but I know I will be OK now.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I am feeling a little rocky coming off this med. Don't feel like myself although it was worse earlier. Did just take half a clonazepam tablet to ease my anxiety. Also my lovely boy kitty has followed me out to the living room and is curled beside me. If I get up and down during the night he always comes with me. I love him to bits.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I feel lost and alone, but then again I usually do this time of night. Having my sleep schedule all wonky sucks.

I am also upset about a situation with a neighbor. This dear woman is 80 years old, has cancer (in remission at present) and is in financial hardship. Took her to a food bank yesterday to help. Food stamps (SNAP/EBT) are a joke, its like $30 a month. There are programs to help with things BUT they require intensive online applications and jumping through hoops. She isn't able and it stresses her out to watch me try to do these things for her. Life sucks.

That is kind of you to help her. I wish I knew what to suggest. I really hope she can get enough nutritious food. So awful to think of being over 80 and needing food stamps.