Life was complicated, but manageable, now there's a curveball and I'm overwhelmed
I feel I don't have the luxury of time, to be mentally or emotionally paralyzed,
there's a lot to be done that I don't have the focus or energy for
peace
I'm very sorry for the suddenness, and swiftness, with which this news has blown you away
@1Lefty - & seemingly, put you into a 'un,' or 'semi-conscious,' like state. (and) One of disorientation. All must be spinning, and I only hope that you are able to somehow, take a minute, to catch your breathe, gather your faculties; maybe even put it aside from your mind for a minute (if possible, and if you can. . .) just so as to give your self a rest~ & then to come back at it, from a fresh perspective, so to speak. Perhaps you can even take a walk around the room, and try to approach it from a different & new angle, to see if some new idea or thought can emerge, in your assessment of matters, or just a re-imagining of what it is, that lies/or lays ahead for you, on your now/new(found) path? Maybe try confiding in some you trust. Preferably, those who happen be of the wiser-mind or minds--ownership (or that have them in their possession: sorry this is rough for me too...) then that might/or would, be good! : ) Until then you've always got us, to lean on & such. Again, sorry to learn of the troubling news and what must be a shocking, or startling & jarring discovery for you (now). And going forward/ahead. Hope you can find some glimmer of hope, for the future. That would be nice,
@1Lefty (maybe there's some-thing you haven't yet thought of?) . . .