How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[MisterBGone]

Frustrated! the Only apartment i can afford is a tiny place where the floorboards come up as u walk and it has a mini fridge in a so-called kitchen smaller than the bathroom... which isn't saying much. Either that or a 4 bedroom that you have your own room n bathroom n share a common room n kitchen with total strangers... like a dorm room of sorts... and on top of it all, both places are in the two worst parts of Denver and will be over an hour commute to n from work! Makes me wonder why i bother! (and i can't have my cat with me at either place) Maybe this should be in petty complaints instead...

I'm sorry, @AmberMarie - I hope you can find a solution that is reasonable, and will work for you, in terms of meeting all of your needs (in order to live comfortably!).

 

[MisterBGone]

Because you know I always think of more things to add to explain myself, and can't stop talking

Yes, totally unlike me, btw~!*

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yes, totally unlike me, btw~!*

I've always known you to be concise
Like my mom said earlier, "Is that some witty sarcasm?"

I asked her how she knew about that name and she said "I see it on the phone sometimes"

 

[zuzu]

Hopeliess with no wishes to live. I am in my late 50s and I do not have friends, family. a job a decent place to live. There is nothing for me in this earth. I hate my siblings because they have good lives, income , holidays, children and I do not have anything only pain the only thing I can do is self destruct myself, I am scared of myself I am a monster, I deserve the death penalty.

 

[Windhover]

this day started out very bad with something bad happneing which I won't mention. Slightly better now.

 

[Windhover]

Hopeliess with no wishes to live. I am in my late 50s and I do not have friends, family. a job a decent place to live. There is nothing for me in this earth. I hate my siblings because they have good lives, income , holidays, children and I do not have anything only pain the only thing I can do is self destruct myself, I am scared of myself I am a monster, I deserve the death penalty.

@zuzu welcome to SF.

I'm sorry you're scared, sad for the situations that brought you here. When you are here, you're not alone. Many of us understand the things you are saying.

Please do not self destruct. It's safe to write about what's going on.

 

[luminance]

Still tired. Been lacking sleep since yesterday. Gonna need to take a nap.

 

[MAC0]

Hope this makes sense

So I was up all Sunday night still not well got the sickness and dioreaha bug that comes every winter anyway I have a job interview that my work coach got me with her friend

So I dont think I can rearrange it so now my nerves and depression is adding to the sickness and making me feel like death

 

[MAC0]

Still tired. Been lacking sleep since yesterday. Gonna need to take a nap.

good luck I have been running on a few hours sleep since Sunday night this virus is kicking my ass

 

[puffymilk]

A bit anxious but overall pretty good

 

[Pebble mouse]

I am having a good day today. Last week was really bad at times. I want more of this.

 

[luminance]

good luck I have been running on a few hours sleep since Sunday night this virus is kicking my ass

Hey, I hope you get well soon and that you finally get the sleep you need.

 

[MAC0]

Hey, I hope you get well soon and that you finally get the sleep you need.

Thanks right now I feel like I am living in quicksand

 

[luminance]

Thanks right now I feel like I am living in quicksand

I'm sorry to hear this. Hope you can get through the sickness and stomach bug you experience during winter, like you always do every year. Hey, good luck on the job interview. I'm rooting for you!

 

[Lane]

I am having a good day today. Last week was really bad at times. I want more of this.

I hope you have more good days too @Pebble mouse

 

[Lane]

Hope this makes sense

So I was up all Sunday night still not well got the sickness and dioreaha bug that comes every winter anyway I have a job interview that my work coach got me with her friend

So I dont think I can rearrange it so now my nerves and depression is adding to the sickness and making me feel like death

Sorry to hear you're not feeling well @MAC0. Good luck with the job interview though. Keep us posted.

 

[Pebble mouse]

I hope you have more good days too @Pebble mouse

Thanks @Lane.

 

[1Lefty]

I'm not sure why I bother to help them though. I mean it's kind of a lost cause, like I just watched my mom throwing up in the trashcan and she still won't stop drinking. Literally nothing will make her stop at this point.

And she will blame anything but alcohol on the fact that her body is slowly shutting down. She's still in denial and it's sad to watch.

I watched my grandma slowly waste away and my grandpa died in front of me...I guess I wouldn't expect anything less than my mom to go the same way. Sorry, just feeling overwhelmed at this point.

I'm sorry, that seems like a lot
I understand why you would feel overwhelmed


peace

 

[1Lefty]

A bit anxious but overall pretty good

I'm glad to hear you're pretty good !

peace

 

[1Lefty]

I am having a good day today. Last week was really bad at times. I want more of this.

I'm glad you're having a good day
I hope you have ,ore of them!

peace