Mostly feeling tired and guilty. Trying hard to feel motivated to at least put some collages together but that might have to be another time. Feels like I just need to zombie out and watch something "light and funny" for a bit. Hope my sis will reply to my message or call me sometime in the next week. Still don't have the specialist appointment date so thinking I am gonna have to be the one (yet again) to initiate getting the info by calling my doc later today (when they are open) to hopefully find out when that appointment will be for. Hoping the problem I had at the end of Jan and for a week last month won't ever happen again and that it won't be any kind of "monthly" thing cos ya that was kinda 2 weeks of hell.
Sending lots of comforting, supportive, understanding, compassionate, empathetic and encouraging hugs to all here - to those who are struggling as well as those who are doing well.



Oh and also I wanted to say to AvidFan and seabird - I love those quotes in your sigs, they are very inspiring and comforting so thank you for sharing them!

Not sure if you've had those sigs for a "long time" or not cos I'm not usually on SF using laptop, but phone. I never see sigs when I'm on my phone (not sure why, my settings are set to "show sigs" so who knows lol).
Wishing you all the best with all of this
@JMG - I hope your Sis' responds, and in fairly short order as well. Even if she's busy--it's still nice of her to make it a priority to respond to your having reached out & show that you're valuable enough to be worthy of her time. And I don't mean that as a knock or unfair criticism of hers. Especially if that is, or has long since been, the dynamic in between the two of you. I've got a lot (of important) things going on, and so, you can just wait until I get around to it: so that I can pencil you in for 5 free/or spare minutes, sometime hopefully if all goes well, in the next few weeks or so. If I haven't already, or don't forget for some other reason. You know, something else incredible & unexpected drops or jumps in my lap. And then that will have to take precedent.
And yes! Do follow through just to ensure that they are on top of the ball enough to have this appointment scheduled and in place for you. For if they don't, then your double-checking in with them (just to see) will hopefully spur them on and encourage them enough, to correct this error or mistake. And get you back on the right track. So that, God forbid, it does ever return or worsen. You've got an expert there to treat you. And of course, good idea to go & get it checked out by them anyway, just so they don't have a different opinion from the first one to have looked at it. Especially if they are more qualified, as in "highly skilled."
Yes, I'm sure most/or many folk(s) have had those sig's as you say - on theirs for quite some time! ..

or, at least~ that'd be my 'best guess?' ;D
You're right: can't seem 'em on ze phone, only!~* (so they're like little secret hidden treasures, as I know some have rather detailed explanations in there; & then I"m sure there are others, who have even forgotten they've got them - or that they are now some what or some how, "out-dated!")

And hope you found something good, as in light & funny enough, to watch this evening~