How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[TragicReality]

I'm still sore, did get an appt with the woman doctor. They won't increase my pain meds, and it's the one thing that helps. I'll tell her though I'm using a lot of the over counter stuff which isn't good for me either. I'm not upset being home but I am looking forward to leaving again. Just not my sons' reactions, so far not good.

 

[1964dodge]

i am a ha

I'm still sore, did get an appt with the woman doctor. They won't increase my pain meds, and it's the one thing that helps. I'll tell her though I'm using a lot of the over counter stuff which isn't good for me either. I'm not upset being home but I am looking forward to leaving again. Just not my sons' reactions, so far not good.

most doctors are extremely careful of how much pain meds they allow if at all. my doctor moved all of his pain patients for pain to a pain clinic. for me this was a nightmare and he finally agreed to prescribe the opioid pain meds. i am only getting around 25% of what i used to get and of course have to augment with other things. there are alternatives to help with the pain meds

mike....

 

[cymbele]

5 days before I get on a plane to go to Italy. Excited. And a friend mentioned the possibility of going out west USA for a trip to see some national parks. I hope that next year’s trip will materialize. I have a good life but I’m still lonely a lot of times.

 

[SillyOldBear]

A bit sad because I just got a rejection email from a job that I interviewed for last week, but I guess I kinda knew it was coming.

I know how much those letters can hurt. I would suggest that you send them a thank you note for considering your application and re-confirm your interest in the job. It will keep you name in their minds, should the applicant they chose not work out.

 

[SillyOldBear]

5 days before I get on a plane to go to Italy. Excited. And a friend mentioned the possibility of going out west USA for a trip to see some national parks. I hope that next year’s trip will materialize. I have a good life but I’m still lonely a lot of times.

Ooh, there are so many fantastic parks out here. Grand Canyon, Yellowstone, Grand Teton, The Arches, Yosemite, Mt Rainier, Mt St Helens. Hope you get to see some of them.

 

[Aurelia]

I felt like God was telling me that this new relationship wasn't right for either of us, so I'm now choosing to keep my distance. Like I said, if it didn't work out, it would be a lesson, so that's what I'm taking it as. It's not that anything in particular happened between us to provoke my decision. I just suddenly felt like something wasn't right. And I spoke to God and He answered.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Been feeling overheated and nauseous lately, hope I'm not coming down with something.

 

[SpecialOperator]

Like I can’t recover. Or accomplish anything. I don’t feel many emotions, and I can’t connect with those around me. I want to join the military… I have a daughter, who makes me happy, but I can never really connect with her. I’m a very hopeful person, but I can’t continue living like this. Suicide WILL stop being an empty thought. I will kill myself in part to show people that I was asking for help, they just didn’t take the time to believe in me and provide it. And I hope I go to hell for it; because of what it will do to my daughter

 

[SpecialOperator]

Like I can’t recover. Or accomplish anything. I don’t feel many emotions, and I can’t connect with those around me. I want to join the military… I have a daughter, who makes me happy, but I can never really connect with her. I’m a very hopeful person, but I can’t continue living like this. Suicide WILL stop being an empty thought. I will kill myself in part to show people that I was asking for help, they just didn’t take the time to believe in me and provide it. And I hope I go to hell for it; because of what it will do to my daughter

Some one please give an answer. I need help.

 

[puffymilk]

Not that good

 

[MisterBGone]

Some one please give an answer. I need help.

you could always try ringing your emergency services to help get treatment and for stabilization purposes, generally at a hospital
if you feel you are in crisis. if you are unsure, you can let them be the ones to decide if you meet the criteria. that is what they are there for.

 

[Lane]

thank you Lane I’m trying to believe that. It’s just that when i told my family about it they looked at me disappointed and i hate seeing that. Just feeling like a failure!!

They have to understand that these things take time. You're a winner because you are trying. Please know that.

 

[1Lefty]

Some one please give an answer. I need help.

Welcome to SF,
We'll listen to you
We're a supportive, caring internet community
This is a good place to be when you're feeling like you want life to be over

peace

 

[puffymilk]

I am feeling a little better now. I just purchased two new albums. I'll have to give it a few listens of one of them before I can finally say that I like it

 

[Lane]

Like I can’t recover. Or accomplish anything. I don’t feel many emotions, and I can’t connect with those around me. I want to join the military… I have a daughter, who makes me happy, but I can never really connect with her. I’m a very hopeful person, but I can’t continue living like this. Suicide WILL stop being an empty thought. I will kill myself in part to show people that I was asking for help, they just didn’t take the time to believe in me and provide it. And I hope I go to hell for it; because of what it will do to my daughter

Welcome to SF SpecialOperator. I'm sorry of the circumstances that brought you here however. Connecting with people IRL can be very difficult but you can succeed for you, when you're feeling better. I hope that you choose life and you get your dream of going into the military if that's what you choose. Glad you are here posting and think you will find the members here a friendly and compassionate group.

 

[cymbele]

i have passed from excited to worried about whether my luggage will survive over cobblestones to having enough cash to concentrating on the small details like getting to the airport on time. And getting two seats together during check in. I actually overslept this morning because I took a relaxing med last night. At some point I will be calm.

 

[1964dodge]

Some one please give an answer. I need help.

i have no concrete answers for you. i'm sorry that people don't understand how bad you're doning and not believing you. any thoughts or attempts about suicide should be believed, we believe you.

you should seek professional help to help you go through this. when you are suicidal and not safe please call a crises line or the hospital to keep yourself safe. you can always talk with us or vent anytime

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Not that good

i'm sorry that you aren't doing well right now @puffymilk i hope you feel better soon. please feel free to use my inbox anytime to talk or vent

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

i'm doing pretty good considering everything, my wife finally gets home tomorrow night . things have been going well, the dogs went on the pee pads every day so far so i'm proud of them. i am exhausted and pain is harder to control but i'm on top of that too. i already told my wife i'm staying in bed for at least 2 or 3 days when she gets home lol. she is having a great time with our daughter so i'm very happy we could work it out so she could go

mike

 

[Aurelia]

I'm finishing up the first book of the new testament, Matthew. I'd gotten through the entire old testament and I'll be doing it again at some point! But this is the first time I actually read the Bible and understood much of it. So yay! I'm getting there!