How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[TragicReality]

not so good. my wife finally came home today after being gone for a week visiting my daughter and her hubby. i have been exhausted really bad and very high pain levels since i got up yesterday. and of course my mood kind of sucks which has caused me ro visit the dark side. bad news is i'm doing very poorly but the good news i know i'll eventually bounce back. my doctors nurse is coming tuesday and i hope i can hide everything because it wouldn't be good for me if i told the whole truth lol

mike

I'm sorry mike.. and yes of course it affects your mood a lot. I hope the nurse helps you and i'm not sure what you mean 'hide everything' but I know you know what's best, praying your pain eases up and that your doctor and nurse really helps you out!

 

[AmberMarie]

i hope i can hide everything because it wouldn't be good for me if i told the whole truth lol

i understand this completely. i want my drs to see the whole truth, however i am also afraid of what might happen if they do.

 

[1964dodge]

I'm sorry mike.. and yes of course it affects your mood a lot. I hope the nurse helps you and i'm not sure what you mean 'hide everything' but I know you know what's best, praying your pain eases up and that your doctor and nurse really helps you out!

thank you. i already feel better, pain is acceptable and mood improved. maybe it has something to do with my lorazepam lol

mike....

 

[Windhover]

stupid, lost

 

[MisterBGone]

stupid, lost

Here you will always be found. And not stupid, far from it! ..

 

[Lane]

not so good. my wife finally came home today after being gone for a week visiting my daughter and her hubby. i have been exhausted really bad and very high pain levels since i got up yesterday. and of course my mood kind of sucks which has caused me ro visit the dark side. bad news is i'm doing very poorly but the good news i know i'll eventually bounce back. my doctors nurse is coming tuesday and i hope i can hide everything because it wouldn't be good for me if i told the whole truth lol

mike

I hope your mood improves soon Mike, I like that you know you'll feel better eventually. Please try not to let those thoughts get too dark, we are thinking of you friend.

 

[Lane]

stupid, lost

I don't think you are at all seabird. You are highly intelligent. I hope you find your way and you are very cared for here.

 

[puffymilk]

Something is actually bothering me but I don't feel like writing it down now. Maybe later. But I do hope I'll feel better

 

[1Lefty]

Something is actually bothering me but I don't feel like writing it down now. Maybe later. But I do hope I'll feel better

I hope you'll feel better, too


peace

 

[1Lefty]

stupid, lost

peace

 

[Windhover]

I had a good sleep after getting wet and cold on the tun. It's silly of me to be so affected by a few minutes of inclement weather. Anyway having dinner and going to bed &sleep helped and I feel okay more or less.
thank you for the kind words and hugs @Lane 🤗
and @1Lefty 🤗

hugs help

 

[PrincessPure]

Ok so horrible as it may sound, im dating this guy, and i like him, but i play hot and cold with him and pretty much lied to him about not ever wanting a serious relationship just bc i dont like how he looks. He makes me feel good and calm when i feel sick. But his face is just not it. Idk how long this is gonna go, what im gonna do, if me going out with him is making me lose my chance with others? All i know i dont want our kids to have his genes or skin tone.
I feel so helpless bc i rly like him. Why did it have to get so complicated. What if i never like anyone again? What if i dump him and he hurts me?

 

[LumberJack]

I kind of want to die. I’m sad and hurt, and I don’t like this at all. Life is one inconvenience after another, and I’m relatively fortunate. I don’t have any real problems. I just hurt and I have no reason.

 

[AmberMarie]

I don’t have any real problems. I just hurt and I have no reason.

You have loads of reasons and hurt is a reason in and of it' self. Don't discount yourself or reasons. Sadness can also cause pain. Pain is there for a reason and to tell you something is wrong. So please be gentle and kind to yourself. You deserve it!

 

[puffymilk]

Sad. I think I’m gonna take a nap.

 

[1Lefty]

Weary - awake at 3 am, unable to get back to sleep

peace

 

[MisterBGone]

Ok so horrible as it may sound, im dating this guy, and i like him, but i play hot and cold with him and pretty much lied to him about not ever wanting a serious relationship just bc i dont like how he looks. He makes me feel good and calm when i feel sick. But his face is just not it. Idk how long this is gonna go, what im gonna do, if me going out with him is making me lose my chance with others? All i know i dont want our kids to have his genes or skin tone.
I feel so helpless bc i rly like him. Why did it have to get so complicated. What if i never like anyone again? What if i dump him and he hurts me?

Maybe you should just be friends then? Best friends, maybe, even? Or who knows! But if this feeling persists, as in does not change (your desire, or lackthereof~)!* then it all just sounds a bit point less to me. Based on what it is you are saying you put or place value on at this time in your life. One day that may change, but as of now. . . & also: there's a difference, in betw. (just) "really like," & "love," don't 'cha, think?

 

[Lane]

Weary - awake at 3 am, unable to get back to sleep

peace

hope you can get some rest Lefty.

 

[puffymilk]

Feeling better now

 

[Baywasp]

Feeling like I'm stupid and nothing that I've done has ever made a difference.