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AvidFan

AvidFan

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Sad. Two weeks ago I was supposed to meet friend I've know for 15 years, we have been very close and open with each other and been through a lot. I went all the way into the city from the suburbs just to meet her for an evening meal. She didn't turn up and when I messaged she said it had totally slipped her mind. So I wasn't too upset, things happen, people make mistakes, so I went home again. She sounded mortified and I took pains to not make her feel guilty (though ironically I stood in dog mess while I was talking to her which was annoying especially as I had brand new trainers on!). She said she would check her rota the next day and get back to me to reschedule. She was so keen to make up for letting me down that I haven't heard from her since. The error I can live with, not conscientiously following up makes me feel like I've been demoted/ghosted. Can't be bothered making friends any more they always do this in the end. I can't be bothered following up if she's just not interested in me as a human being any more 😢😢 So now I am feeling kind of sad about it.
 
1964dodge

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
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#105,146
like sh$t ! the pain is so bad that tears are rolling down my cheeks. i'm not crying it's a natural body reaction to pain which can't be controllled. i was laying in bed thinking why bother to take my pain meds, why bother doing anything to survive. fear not though because i took pain meds and will eventually start to do better.

of course it doesn't help that i can't bring my 64 dodge home for at least a week maybe more

mike
 
1964dodge

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
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#105,147
#105,147
AvidFan said:
Sad. Two weeks ago I was supposed to meet friend I've know for 15 years, we have been very close and open with each other and been through a lot. I went all the way into the city from the suburbs just to meet her for an evening meal. She didn't turn up and when I messaged she said it had totally slipped her mind. So I wasn't too upset, things happen, people make mistakes, so I went home again. She sounded mortified and I took pains to not make her feel guilty (though ironically I stood in dog mess while I was talking to her which was annoying especially as I had brand new trainers on!). She said she would check her rota the next day and get back to me to reschedule. She was so keen to make up for letting me down that I haven't heard from her since. The error I can live with, not conscientiously following up makes me feel like I've been demoted/ghosted. Can't be bothered making friends any more they always do this in the end. I can't be bothered following up if she's just not interested in me as a human being any more 😢😢 So now I am feeling kind of sad about it.
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i'm sorry that your friend is doing this to you

mike....*hug*shake
 
full

full

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#105,148
#105,148
1964dodge said:
like sh$t ! the pain is so bad that tears are rolling down my cheeks. i'm not crying it's a natural body reaction to pain which can't be controllled. i was laying in bed thinking why bother to take my pain meds, why bother doing anything to survive. fear not though because i took pain meds and will eventually start to do better.

of course it doesn't help that i can't bring my 64 dodge home for at least a week maybe more

mike
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*console
 
SillyOldBear

SillyOldBear

Teddy Bears Rule! 🐻
Staff Alumni
#105,149
#105,149
Survivorist said:
Had a big fuck up yesterday - this will cost me some days.... Saw my doc today - and first time with the motorbike (its getting warm finally). So the tendency: slowly better. Now I go to walk for 4 or 5 hours. I found a song that describes the situation very well (for many of us):

Peace to all.
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What does doc think of your diet?
 
SillyOldBear

SillyOldBear

Teddy Bears Rule! 🐻
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#105,151
#105,151
1964dodge said:
like sh$t ! the pain is so bad that tears are rolling down my cheeks. i'm not crying it's a natural body reaction to pain which can't be controllled. i was laying in bed thinking why bother to take my pain meds, why bother doing anything to survive. fear not though because i took pain meds and will eventually start to do better.

of course it doesn't help that i can't bring my 64 dodge home for at least a week maybe more

mike
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Damn it Mike. Feel better soon and hang a picture of Jasmine in front of your face.
*hug
 
1964dodge

1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
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#105,153
SillyOldBear said:
Damn it Mike. Feel better soon and hang a picture of Jasmine in front of your face.
*hug
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thank you. we have a picture of her hanging in our living room and we can see the 3 trophies on the tv stand, we actually visited jasmine today lol. friday we are going to pick up the registration so we can register her and probably start and move her

mike....*hug
 
AvidFan

AvidFan

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#105,154
1964dodge said:
like sh$t ! the pain is so bad that tears are rolling down my cheeks. i'm not crying it's a natural body reaction to pain which can't be controllled. i was laying in bed thinking why bother to take my pain meds, why bother doing anything to survive. fear not though because i took pain meds and will eventually start to do better.

of course it doesn't help that i can't bring my 64 dodge home for at least a week maybe more

mike
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Sorry to hear you are in such pain. I wish I could take some of it for you 😢
 
Holding my breath

Holding my breath

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#105,155
#105,155
Not been a great day. Felt pretty lousy. A lot of stress and things happening around me. My kids struggling and I feel as if I am being pulled between everyone. As someone once said, everyone takes a slice of me. Managed to avoid self harm, even though earlier I was convinced I would. I ask myself, what difference would it make? How would tomorrow be different if I self harmed today? The answer is, it wouldn’t be any different, so why do it? And yet the urge to do it is still strong. I am trying to learn to live with this daily, and not act upon it. Maybe one day the urge will lesson.
 
MisterBGone

MisterBGone

~\_✅`,')
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#105,156
#105,156
Holding my breath said:
I ask myself, what difference would it make?
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I do think it would make a difference...
Holding my breath said:
How would tomorrow be different if I self harmed today?
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You would have scored one in the "win," column~
Holding my breath said:
And yet the urge to do it is still strong.
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Keep fighting! :^)
Sorry for all the stress, and people pulling you in different directions. . . It's no wonder (why?) You! _want to_ BUT: I'm sure, I'd be proud of you if you didn't, or don't & wouldn't be bothered if you gave in to temptation either. For you would still be forgiven, in my eyes--& in my book! : ) Have a good night...
 
MisterBGone

MisterBGone

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SF Supporter
#105,157
#105,157
1964dodge said:
like sh$t ! the pain is so bad that tears are rolling down my cheeks. i'm not crying it's a natural body reaction to pain which can't be controllled. i was laying in bed thinking why bother to take my pain meds, why bother doing anything to survive. fear not though because i took pain meds and will eventually start to do better.

of course it doesn't help that i can't bring my 64 dodge home for at least a week maybe more

mike
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Sorry it's such a "tough-night," Mike... & that they can't do more for you! Hope the edge dies off the worst of it, soon~*.
 
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