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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Feeling absolutely horrible. A day I've agonized over for the past couple of months has arrived. I am taking my beloved Jack into the vet to say goodbye forever 
He's been such a good boy all these years...making friends at the dog park, being an uncle to our foster puppies, keeping watch with such intensity so he'd never miss a thing. I'm going to be lost without him.
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He's been such a good boy all these years...making friends at the dog park, being an uncle to our foster puppies, keeping watch with such intensity so he'd never miss a thing. I'm going to be lost without him.View attachment 68325
I'm so emotionally worn down that I’m not thinking straight. Logically this would be a good time to use my coping skills. If I were still drinking, this is precisely the type of feeling that I would get falling down drunk in order to escape. I am having trauma flashbacks and recurring nightmares and it’s overwhelming. I feel paralyzed in that I know what to do, but at the same time it feels hopeless. Today is going better than yesterday, though.
Tired but at least that's Monday over. Had all the symptoms of hypoglycaemia even though you're not supposed to have it unless you have diabetes, which I don't but I hadn't eaten all day and get this sometimes. Was shaky and dizzy on the train so I bought a pack of chocolate biscuits from corner shop (actually 2 packs as it was buy 2 on offer) and that sorted me out, albeit ruined my calorie count for the day. Couldn't face the walk home from the train station but the bus came only 5 minutes late so I got on that. Now wondering whether there's any point cooking as I've ruined my appetite with biscuits 🤭
H'mm... I wonder~ Do you think? That all of this worry, and ('excessive?') concern, over your exam. Has led to it actually being harder for you to perform well enough & under the precise conditions and such. (that are) In order to pass? In other words, were you not so nervous, or anxious; more so than would be otherwise considered healthy or normal? Typical... Would it be any easier for you to succeed? I know how much it means. I know how hard it is, and what great difficulty to retain all of that knowledge, and by the means you are all required to do so. I've heard it gets much easier later on when working with patients in clinics and things. Than cramming everything in such a dry fashion. Memorize & regurgitate. Probably; possibly, sometimes soon forget. Also too, in the future, as some of these things come up again & again. I'd imagine it gets a little easier to remember, and to retain. But for now: you're stuck in the middle of it. Quite the fire-storm, indeed~ / Just keep trying your best princess. That is all that can be asked. And then let the results come as they may. Medicine and the practicing of. Probably doesn't always go according to calculations or plan. So you've got to be flexible, and able to adapt. Change to fit the problem, or the newfound & ever evolving diagnosis. I'd suppose, or estimate. As that's all I can do! Anyway. . . I think you're doing great! And wonderfully well so far. I've heard none of your patients are going to ask to see your scores from any individual given classes. Pass the schooling. Pass the boards. Etc. Rotations. Blah blah blah~*> See, I'm getting fatigued? And that's just in THINKING About it. Now imagine actually having to do it! Like you do. So, I guess you don't have to conjure up to much make believe imagery in order to fit the concise notions of what it might be like, in order to... be where it is you indeed are. In the here & the now~ *which is quite Impressive. When you think of it! almost like an olympic or professional athelet. in a way^ or a model/celeberity, actor entertainer. Somebody famous or who has attained that which is exceedingly difficult to achieve. You're on your way. Well on... & the path you take. It doesn't matter. For it is your own, and nobody else's* // I
d say enjoy the journye, but I'd suppose you don't see very much to enjoy at the particular moment. Unless you enjoy the arduous lifestyle~>
d say enjoy the journye, but I'd suppose you don't see very much to enjoy at the particular moment. Unless you enjoy the arduous lifestyle~>
