How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

Frustrated. I think I'm just gonna quit this job I don't think I can take it.

I'm a quitter... a loser... I know

I have been in your shoes many times. That feeling of being less than at the beginning of a job, even walked out of a good state job and regretted it for a long time. Just pointing out you're not alone in your feelings. And, you're definitely not a quitter or loser, the job just sounds overwhelming. I've quit jobs then got right back and started job hunting.

 

[Bergerac]

Hopefully one more piece of this puzzle solved ?

 

[PrincessPure]

My mind is so f**ked with sh*t which would be called offensive if i say‌ them out loud and its just killing me.
I guess its a good thing humans have freedom of choice. You could just choose the people around you how you like.

 

[puffymilk]

Having a headache...

 

[AvidFan]

All over the place. Resting was just making me anxious so I went in my home office to do a bit of admin and look at my finances - really not sure where all my money is going so thought I'd better take a look at it. A few things I can get cancelled and might need to pay off some cards so I'm not paying minimum payments out. Still not quite sure where the rest is going as I've really cut down on buying crap at the supermarket. Guess the takeways also have to stop as it's pointless buying less at the shops then blowing it on take out, some days I am just so exhausted.

Also got a guy to agree to look at my window tomorrow morning, just asked on the offchance and he said he was in the area. So at least I've done something. I was daydreaming about writing a note explaining how I felt earlier, to explain why I'd CTB and thinking about how I'd do it. That scared me, I didn't think I was getting that close but the stress, anxiety and fatigue has been just been so hard lately.

Hoping I can find some balance between resting and doing and keeping the jitters under control.

 

[puffymilk]

I have been in your shoes many times. That feeling of being less than at the beginning of a job, even walked out of a good state job and regretted it for a long time. Just pointing out you're not alone in your feelings. And, you're definitely not a quitter or loser, the job just sounds overwhelming. I've quit jobs then got right back and started job hunting.

Thank you Lane. I hope I can hold on at least for a little while

 

[puffymilk]

Not very well. Mentally, physically, cold and sick and can't see any light. Worried I can't do my job and can't seem to find a way out.
In need of someone to speak to.

I understand your feelings.

 

[Auri]

So sad my 3-days course in oil painting has ended. It was wonderful, such a great relaxed atmosphere and I learned a lot. The teacher is so friendly and we got to know each other really well. I could do this everyday. ♡

 

[puffymilk]

So sad my 3-days course in oil painting has ended. It was wonderful, such a great relaxed atmosphere and I learned a lot. The teacher is so friendly and we got to know each other really well. I could do this everyday. ♡

That sounds so exciting and relaxing. I hope you'll get to experience more relaxing stuff like this in future. More happiness

 

[Astrid78]

Not suicidal but unsafe and scared.

 

[1Lefty]

I'm physically tired and sore from rehab today
I'm mentally and emotionally trying to sort out some difficulty with an old acquaintance

peace

 

[1Lefty]

Not suicidal but unsafe and scared.

peace

 

[Windhover]

Prayers for healing.

t y Angie
🩵

 

[Windhover]

Feel better seabird.

I am starting to come out of it, thank you @Lane

I hope you are doing alright today.

 

[Windhover]

Oh, so sorry. I battled migraines many years ago. They are sheer misery. Take care of yourself and maybe try an ice pack on it.

T y SillyOldBear I'm resting still but I think it's fading. Ice helps, but I have to wrap up in a blanket to otherwise I start shivering even though the house is 75º.

 

[AmberMarie]

i just don't know anymore... don't really care either

 

[LumberJack]

This is a little silly, but my tummy hurts. I’m not aware of what causes it, but sometimes my abdomen feels like one of HR Giger’s Aliens is trying to make its way out of my midsection. It comes on at random times, but my diet has been awful lately, and I’m wondering if this is my body telling me to eat some damn produce more often. I’m surviving lately on fast food and white bread. Occasionally a banana. I rarely feel hungry for anything else, but I can’t help but wonder if it might feel better to choke down a salad more often.

 

[Angie]

This is a little silly, but my tummy hurts. I’m not aware of what causes it, but sometimes my abdomen feels like one of HR Giger’s Aliens is trying to make its way out of my midsection. It comes on at random times, but my diet has been awful lately, and I’m wondering if this is my body telling me to eat some damn produce more often. I’m surviving lately on fast food and white bread. Occasionally a banana. I rarely feel hungry for anything else, but I can’t help but wonder if it might feel better to choke down a salad more often.

Not silly at all.
There are many causes of gastric pain/upset. Of course diet can be one, but there is GERD, IBS, etc. (probably more acronyms too)

Feeding yourself healthy food is good self care. I feel better emotionally when I care for myself in this way.

I hope you feel better soon.

 

[Angie]

I feel "fat". Yes, I used that word. I know its not PC, but its how I feel.

I've gained back 6 lbs. of what I lost and am so so so frustrated with myself and my inability to say "no" when I am upset.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I feel "fat". Yes, I used that word. I know its not PC, but its how I feel.

I've gained back 6 lbs. of what I lost and am so so so frustrated with myself and my inability to say "no" when I am upset.

Don't feel alone in this Angie. I AM fat! I eat when upset, but mostly when bored. I know it only relieves the boredom for a few minutes, but I still do it. It sucks!