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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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My phone just went off, looks like one of these builders was calling me. 9.30pm is just a bit late for me, I'm mentally gone. I'll call them back tomorrow. Right now I need to wash the pots, clean my teeth, take my meagre dose of diazepam and go to bed!
This is why I procrastinate sometimes - once I set things in motion they start to go out of my control and I hate the phone ringing late at night or very early in the morning as I'm not with it!
This is why I procrastinate sometimes - once I set things in motion they start to go out of my control and I hate the phone ringing late at night or very early in the morning as I'm not with it!
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welcome to SF we are a peer community that cares but never judges. please feel free to look at the different threads and post when you feel comfortable.
the members of SF are like a family and we truly care about each other. most of us arrived here in a desperate state contemplating suicide. we knew things could never be better, that wasn't true of course, it was our brain lying to us because of depression or other mental illness. i strongly suggest if you have hopelessness look at other people's stories. i still have issues but things are so much better since i joined SF.
you are not alone
mike....
the members of SF are like a family and we truly care about each other. most of us arrived here in a desperate state contemplating suicide. we knew things could never be better, that wasn't true of course, it was our brain lying to us because of depression or other mental illness. i strongly suggest if you have hopelessness look at other people's stories. i still have issues but things are so much better since i joined SF.
you are not alone
mike....
I am not feel very well, I am extremely lonely and no longer know anymore how to make friends, how to contact people, I am very tired that everybody has dumped me, stabbed me, neglected me . I lost hope. I cannot be myself. I am tired of lying that everything is ok when it is not, but nobody can see me weak. People do not realize that it is an act of mercy to let me die if they cannot help me. I cannot help myself anymore. Nobody calls me, Nobody invites me. I am extremely scared. I helped a lot of people and at least I need appreciation. All the people can see is my defects. Nobody can see good in me. I do nine thing right but one wrong only they concentrate in the wrong one. I am trying to hard but without conections, love and support I cannot function anymore. All the group therapy programs were useless all the notes are catching dust as I do not have interest to revisit them as I do not have anybody to share. I can no longer stay in this earth. People should realize how miserable I am and I cannot hold anymore. At least people should try to make an attempt how I am doing. <mod edit: timeline> I do not have more options. I tried everything and nothing works
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Thanks @Lane & @Holding my breath you are both very kind.
I know what you mean. I keep trying to do that and still failing for now, but I guess the light at the end of the tunnel still is that I haven't stopped trying. The misery of sitting at home alone keeps giving me the motivation. My reasoning is that if I can just find a job I can actually do that I don't hate, it'll all be okay. Still working on that.
