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HappyKitty

Works during the day, doodles at night.
Anyway just sayin. Of course, on the other hand there will always be hard time. And its the same old thing, yet I just don't wanna stay that way. I don't want to stay miserable. Like when I deal with my feelings, I don't fear them yet I don't wanna stay with them. I don't have to react so much to it or let it control me so and so. I quite had enough actually. I just sit in and let it be.

Doing work, hobbies, socialise and even socialising someone in the same situation as me is always the first step moving forward whenever I'm trying to stay hopeful, I had enough of self-isolating and self-sabotaging. I'm so cheesey with this but this long story short yea. Just know, not moving forward will only have consequences on yourself. Which is what I don't want.

Money is happiness on the other hand. πŸ’€
 
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A little better. I went to a nearby wooded park with trails before sunrise. Only one there for awhile. Then a few women got there at 7 that I recognized from a walk months ago. A county group and I asked if I could walk with them. So I just did 3.5 miles at a fairly fast clip. These are serious hikers and they travel a lot. I felt good that I could even begin to keep up…I’m at the back end of course but that’s ok πŸ‘πŸ½ F1189CFA-6629-4300-BE33-B97EAF2E4D8E.jpeg
 
Very alone... isolated... but with people around me. Which makes it even more alone.
i am screaming inside... yet no one can hear.
i want to scream from the every corner of the world... yet i do not want anyone to know.
Yes i am an extremely confusing person... and i am sorry.
*sadhug*sadhugApologies are not necessary. Here or anywhere really. Not for this. I hope you feel a little better very soon....
 

Windhover

meandering home
SF Supporter
Very alone... isolated... but with people around me. Which makes it even more alone.
i am screaming inside... yet no one can hear.
i want to scream from the every corner of the world... yet i do not want anyone to know.
Yes i am an extremely confusing person... and i am sorry.
I think I know what this feels like.

Glad you can post here @AmberMarie

hugs if they help.

*console
 
Losing my mind it feels like. Crying jags about Samsun.
Just told off the dental office, that's a story and a half.
I just finally was able to post on my fb page about Samsun and Sadie and having some beautiful responses. And on a dog lover's page that has had almost 200 responses, that was starting Friday when I posted there right before taking Samsun in.

That's all my world is about right now. The empty house, the shift in how I am spending the day, the weirdness of it all, the shock still in place.

The dental office deserved to hear finally what I had to say about that situation. Damn people for taking so much money and making a mess of things for months (my mouth) and not caring at all.
 
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mosaic hearts

I am we - working hard at getting it together.πŸ¦‹πŸ»
Very alone... isolated... but with people around me. Which makes it even more alone.
i am screaming inside... yet no one can hear.
i want to scream from the every corner of the world... yet i do not want anyone to know.
Yes i am an extremely confusing person... and i am sorry.
I understand how you feel, @AmberMarie. Sitting with you as how you're feeling passes. It's a very painful place to be. *sadhug
 

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