How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[SillyOldBear]

So very tired! Tired of trying, tired of fighting. Tired of wishing, dreaming, and hoping. Tired is the only feeling i have left.

You are an amazing person Amber. So very strong. Most would have given by now, but you fight on. I hope you keep doing that. Where there is fight there is hope.

 

[Lonely dude30]

I’m feeling happy I got paid today at my job.

 

[TragicReality]

Like I've finally woken up and realize now everything i've done for my son has been unappreciated, and he'll keep trying to manipulate me. I worried every night that he says he's going to end his life. Every next day he is still here, which I'm grateful for. I've told him many times where to get help for this, he won't listen. So I've finally told him I cant control what he does, it's up to him.

I get more blame, told I did ''little'' things that are fake love. I didn't do little things. I lost an apartment because of him, almost lost this one. I'm not bragging, but I've fed and clothed him and made sure he had what he needed for years while he doesn't put in any effort or get a job. At this point, I'm done because he views me as a tool he can use to get something from. I told him I'll always love him, but it doesn't mean I love how he treated me or what he is doing now, and he needs professional help. That's it. That's all I can do now. It's there for the taking, so he'll have to.

 

[1964dodge]

my wife and i are getting fed up with life and want to go home. why can't we go home? does god have no mercy anymore that he lets people suffer and not call them home. i will still do my best to not only live but try to get a little joy out of life until i do go home. i will try but i don't rule out suicide either, not now anyhow

mike

 

[cymbele]

Not used to having a roommate. my niece is renting a room from me since at the time she moved in she had no place to go. Generally it is like she isn't here but I wanted to be noisy and do woodworking this afternoon but I knew she was sleeping. Now she is up and it is time for dinner. Maybe I'll be noisy after dinner.

 

[KM76710]

Not used to having a roommate. my niece is renting a room from me since at the time she moved in she had no place to go. Generally it is like she isn't here but I wanted to be noisy and do woodworking this afternoon but I knew she was sleeping. Now she is up and it is time for dinner. Maybe I'll be noisy after dinner.

Woodworking is something I do regularly making things. It is quite calming and relaxing while creating useful and nice things to share with others.

 

[AmberMarie]

i am defeated. Defeated by medical, by work, by home, by marriage, by many i thought i could call friends, and by life as a whole. i give up, and i give into whatever.

 

[AmberMarie]

So very strong.

i used to feel strong. Now iam weak and tired and done.

Where there is fight there is hope.

i have no fight left... so there is no hope left for me either. i give into whatever is going to happen. i will no longer fight it.

 

[Auri]

Cousin sent me an enigmatic message at 4am and might be in labor. I CAN'T STOP BOUNCING.

 

[Zzoey]

i thought i had things figured out.. turns out i was lying to everyone and myself first.. fake it till you make doesnt work anymore and i feel alone and hopeless..

 

[foreverforgotten]

Burnt out further now. At this new job. Despite after being in therapy for recovering from burnout from last job. Feeling hopeless

 

[SillyOldBear]

Fed up with life and all its hassles. Makes me wish I had appreciated my youth when I had it. Because getting old truly sucks!

 

[Auri]

Cousin sent me an enigmatic message at 4am and might be in labor. I CAN'T STOP BOUNCING.

Ok, she's been at it for 15 hours, I stopped bouncing.

 

[Gravestone]

Tired

 

[Inastorm]

Sent someone special a letter today. They dont think im special anymore- i hope they read my letter.

 

[AvidFan]

my wife and i are getting fed up with life and want to go home. why can't we go home? does god have no mercy anymore that he lets people suffer and not call them home. i will still do my best to not only live but try to get a little joy out of life until i do go home. i will try but i don't rule out suicide either, not now anyhow

mike

Sorry things are rough for you right now. I wish we could just press a lever and be done with it, but doesn't seem to work that way. I hope you can find some small joys still.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Stressed.

 

[Lane]

my wife and i are getting fed up with life and want to go home. why can't we go home? does god have no mercy anymore that he lets people suffer and not call them home. i will still do my best to not only live but try to get a little joy out of life until i do go home. i will try but i don't rule out suicide either, not now anyhow

mike

I do hope you and your wife have much joy and limited pain Mike.

 

[Lane]

Fed up with life and all its hassles. Makes me wish I had appreciated my youth when I had it. Because getting old truly sucks!

 

[Sassy Cat]

Alone very alone like no one really cares about me not really