How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[LumberJack]

I feel terrible suddenly. I’m going to bed at 7:00 PM. It’s just fatigue, but I feel like I can’t do anything else, so hopefully I’ll get up early tomorrow.

 

[Lane]

I feel terrible suddenly. I’m going to bed at 7:00 PM. It’s just fatigue, but I feel like I can’t do anything else, so hopefully I’ll get up early tomorrow.

I hope you feel better @LumberJack and have a good day today.

 

[Lane]

Starting to feel crap again about 'the relationship' - just keep going round in circles.

I understand it can be baffling Inastorm. Wishing you peace.

 

[Lane]

Relieved that keeping busy stops the worst of the looping thoughts for periods of time.

Giving hugs for anyone who needs them today.

Im a big believer in keeping busy to stop intrusive thoughts. I think i get that from my mother. Im glad those thoughts have subsided for you seabird.

 

[AvidFan]

Grateful. Just got my old laptop back from the repair shop. Now have a working laptop for about 10% the price of replacing it, so have the main one I've been using and now an equivalent setup as a back up - so if the main one develops an issue, I won't have to panic buy a new one the same day to keep working.... A rare win! I hope there will be more wins to come!

 

[AvidFan]

Amazed, my meeting was cancelled and I got a kill fee anyway as it was short notice. About the only paid time off I get. So the weekend starts here. Happy Friday so far lol!

 

[Inastorm]

Grateful. Just got my old laptop back from the repair shop. Now have a working laptop for about 10% the price of replacing it, so have the main one I've been using and now an equivalent setup as a back up - so if the main one develops an issue, I won't have to panic buy a new one the same day to keep working.... A rare win! I hope there will be more wins to come!

Glad that went smooth for you.

 

[LumberJack]

Amazed, my meeting was cancelled and I got a kill fee anyway as it was short notice. About the only paid time off I get. So the weekend starts here. Happy Friday so far lol!

Awesome! So glad to hear something went well for you!

 

[LumberJack]

I'm concerned. Been going through this pattern of: wake up, feel good, do some stuff, feeling less good, mood descends until I feel dizzy and sick, lay down for fear of injuring myself if I don't, 40 min nap, repeat. Not much emotional content, but my autonomic nervous system functions like heart rate, body temp, respiration are all noticeably accelerated.

Spoiler: gross

According to the sounds coming out of my gut, things are pretty active in there, too.

Going to keep taking naps as needed. I hope it's just something unwelcome that my system is working to eliminate.

 

[AvidFan]

I'm concerned. Been going through this pattern of: wake up, feel good, do some stuff, feeling less good, mood descends until I feel dizzy and sick, lay down for fear of injuring myself if I don't, 40 min nap, repeat. Not much emotional content, but my autonomic nervous system functions like heart rate, body temp, respiration are all noticeably accelerated.

Spoiler: gross

According to the sounds coming out of my gut, things are pretty active in there, too.

Going to keep taking naps as needed. I hope it's just something unwelcome that my system is working to eliminate.

Hope you feel better soon.

 

[cymbele]

My friend who has cancer is struggling through her first week of chemo. I have been to the drug store twice today and once earlier in the week for her medicine. This is when the rubber hits the road. I would want to die if I had her chemo regimen - she's struggling through. Makes me realize how lucky i am. Other years I would want to take her cancer and die but now I want to live.

But it's dragging me down watching her struggle.

 

[KM76710]

My friend who has cancer is struggling through her first week of chemo. I have been to the drug store twice today and once earlier in the week for her medicine. This is when the rubber hits the road. I would want to die if I had her chemo regimen - she's struggling through. Makes me realize how lucky i am. Other years I would want to take her cancer and die but now I want to live.

But it's dragging me down watching her struggle.

Sad to hear about your friend and her cancer, tough disease. It is good that she has a caring friend like you there to help her along with what she is going through.

 

[Windhover]

@LumberJack I have days like that, too. Hope you feel better soon. For me when that pattern happens I can't quite discern if it's my immune system struggling due to stress and maybe fighting off a virus, or if it's become my body and mind's go to behaviour insisting that I deal with some buried trauma or emotion. Either way, lately I'm trying to stop self recrimination and just pay attention. The result is I don't get much work done and it is frustrating.

 

[Windhover]

@cymbele



That's very sad. I hope you've got something which helps to escape when needed, and self care routines to bolster your spirits.

 

[Windhover]

I'm feeling sad and I'm tired of it.

 

[SillyOldBear]

My friend who has cancer is struggling through her first week of chemo. I have been to the drug store twice today and once earlier in the week for her medicine. This is when the rubber hits the road. I would want to die if I had her chemo regimen - she's struggling through. Makes me realize how lucky i am. Other years I would want to take her cancer and die but now I want to live.

But it's dragging me down watching her struggle.

Cancer is a dreadful disease, and the treatments are just horrible. I have a friend in her late 80's who just got her 3rd cancer diagnosis. She had to give a lot of thought as to whether she would fight it or not. But she has a husband she dearly loves, so she will fight it. Its a strange cancer. Its in her nose.

I wish your friend the best. She is very fortunate to have you there to help her.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

I want to respond to many messages. But, I struggle to. I found and erased messages I never posted (from yesterday.).
I under value myself.
love & hugs to everybody .
🦩🦩🦩

 

[Lane]

My friend who has cancer is struggling through her first week of chemo. I have been to the drug store twice today and once earlier in the week for her medicine. This is when the rubber hits the road. I would want to die if I had her chemo regimen - she's struggling through. Makes me realize how lucky i am. Other years I would want to take her cancer and die but now I want to live.

But it's dragging me down watching her struggle.

I hope your friend has a full recovery. He/she is fortunate to have you as a friend. Wishing you both the best.

 

[Gonz]

My friend who has cancer is struggling through her first week of chemo. I have been to the drug store twice today and once earlier in the week for her medicine. This is when the rubber hits the road. I would want to die if I had her chemo regimen - she's struggling through. Makes me realize how lucky i am. Other years I would want to take her cancer and die but now I want to live.

But it's dragging me down watching her struggle.

I recently watched someone go through chemo, and my heart goes out to your friend. It’s got to weigh on you a lot, watching her go through this. Please stay strong for her.

 

[Angie]

I feel so upset. Long story short, I may have endometrial cancer, and I need a biopsy to confirm. The biopsy, under anesthesia will cost about $400 and require someone to drive me to another town. I could do the biopsy in the gynecologist's office but that would be without anesthesia. I don't know what to do.

Anybody with experience with endometrial biopsies?