How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[LumberJack]

Bleak, nihilistic, existential despair right out of nowhere! Maybe it’s a rebound from feeling better for a couple days. Doesn’t matter, I can’t think straight; it’s that enveloping. I feel like I must do something. At the same time I feel 0% qualified to know what that is. I probably wouldn’t recognize it even if it showed up gift-wrapped on my doorstep.

I am not going to take it seriously though. I know better than to let a sudden mood swing push me around. Still, I need to hold off from any life changing decisions for a while.

 

[AvidFan]

Bleak, nihilistic, existential despair right out of nowhere! Maybe it’s a rebound from feeling better for a couple days. Doesn’t matter, I can’t think straight; it’s that enveloping. I feel like I must do something. At the same time I feel 0% qualified to know what that is. I probably wouldn’t recognize it even if it showed up gift-wrapped on my doorstep.

I am not going to take it seriously though. I know better than to let a sudden mood swing push me around. Still, I need to hold off from any life changing decisions for a while.

Sorry to hear that. 😟

 

[AvidFan]

A bit sad. I went out for my night walk, and could still see a few bits of light in the sky. I was supposed to be at the coast today, had to pull out of it because my body's falling to bits. In the bleaker moments I wonder if I'll ever go again - whether finances or health or some other factor is going to close off that pressure valve for me. I hope I can make it there again, to be under the open skies with the sound of the sea whispering its eternal lullaby.

 

[KM76710]

I can't fight this depression anymore..I will try my best to accept it and move on forward with it..

I hope that things get better, smoother and easier on you, you deserve that bit of peace and pleasant things instead of depression.

 

[Windhover]

Feeling a bit better after a workout and a run. It was just right weather for it too.

 

[Lostman85]

Back from my cruise and really trying to keep a level head about my relationship. Part of me likes my own time but I want to share things with someone too. Its just a matter of it being the right person.

Agree but don't seem like right person might be out there. Im with you lane very rough. I appreciate your kind words. It does help. Just in a very bad place. How was your cruise? I understand how you feel. Hope you have a good night. Your not alone.

 

[may71]

thank you may71

You're welcome!

I'm not sure my participating has done anything good for anyone

I think that may just be the depression talking.

I recall a lot of people expressing gratitude toward you for your posts. Not everyone makes posts like that when they're helped, but it is an indication at least some of the time.

 

[nicktheundoer]

I hope that things get better, smoother and easier on you, you deserve that bit of peace and pleasant things instead of depression.

Thanksss...kangaroomanager.. wishing you nice and pleasant things as well😊😊😊😊

 

[Aurelia]

Bleak, nihilistic, existential despair right out of nowhere! Maybe it’s a rebound from feeling better for a couple days. Doesn’t matter, I can’t think straight; it’s that enveloping. I feel like I must do something. At the same time I feel 0% qualified to know what that is. I probably wouldn’t recognize it even if it showed up gift-wrapped on my doorstep.

I am not going to take it seriously though. I know better than to let a sudden mood swing push me around. Still, I need to hold off from any life changing decisions for a while.

I usually do the opposite. I've specifically used my mood swings to make major decisions. Thank God that He knows me much better than I know myself, so that I don't have to worry about the outcome.

 

[Inastorm]

Feeling like a mess today for various reasons.

 

[Angie]

Feeling better physically today, which I am so grateful for.

Bit frustrated that there is no hot water for a shower yet!

 

[AvidFan]

Feeling like a mess today for various reasons.

I am sorry to hear that.

 

[Inastorm]

I am sorry to hear that.

Thanks, sorry you didnt go on your trip.

 

[1Lefty]

Apprehensive

Someone has made an offer to buy my house, and a contract for the sale has been written and accepted. There is yet an appraisal to be done, and I'm concerned that the apppraiser might disagree about the value of my house, which could affect the buyer's loan, and threaten the sale.

I hope everyone has a good week

peace

 

[AvidFan]

Apprehensive

Someone has made an offer to buy my house, and a contract for the sale has been written and accepted. There is yet an appraisal to be done, and I'm concerned that the apppraiser might disagree about the value of my house, which could affect the buyer's loan, and threaten the sale.

I hope everyone has a good week

peace

It's very stressful selling (and buying) properties!

 

[AvidFan]

Anxious. I have been in full on avoidance mode all day and avoided my email like the plague. I need to check it and deal with anything as my brain has become an infinite "bad email" simulator, which has to be worse to deal with than whatever is actually in the inbox, but try telling my brain that....

 

[AvidFan]

I am a bit calmer now, I bit the bullet and checked the inbox. Nothing about the background check and potential work loss, conspicuous by it's lack of response. A few minor things to deal with. Back to trying to calm my nervous system now.

 

[Suyon]

Sometimes I wish I were a mole.
Living buried in silence, far away from daylight and voices.
No mornings, no obligation to exist in front of anyone.
Just cold earth, comfortable darkness, and the distant sound of the world happening without me...

 

[Aurelia]

Sometimes I wish I were a mole.
Living buried in silence, far away from daylight and voices.
No mornings, no obligation to exist in front of anyone.
Just cold earth, comfortable darkness, and the distant sound of the world happening without me...

Sounds good to me.

 

[1Lefty]

I feel the need to cry, but I don't know why, maybe to relieve stress. I can feel tears close, but they don't come

peace