Still trapped in the same kind of mood. Confused and feel scared to feel positive. I fear disappointments, it hurts the most now.
I shouldn’t have been born. Look what ive done. Mess after mess.. but yet i am just depressed, not suicidal.
Maybe i am... stronger now.
Like late chester bennington mentioned, i.. Became So numb, i cant feel myself there. Became so tired and so much more aware.