I feel very much all the time and lately more than usual that I allow what others think to rule my life. Perhaps letting other people's ideas be a guide instead may be better than letting them rule your life. Well that right now is what I'm thinking. I wonder if you think what I'm saying makes any sense. If you tell me, I could then try to use that as advice. I could try it and then come back here and let you know my further thoughts. Maybe it would work for me. Maybe it could work for you. Anyway it's just a thought. I often come across your posts but feel at a loss for what to say. Maybe now the time is right.
Yeah!!
I wanna like um like connect with others that face the same problems as me and we could all work together to becoming better somehow um well thats just one of my millions of ideas I get. I get overwhelmed with ideas and projects but don't do them especially cuz I don't have much talent or friends encouraging me. in fact my dad always discourages me. but anyways
Yeah I mean;
if I were to talk to someone facing something like that and what I'm partly going through, some advice from an outside perspective of mine might've been to
(aaaargh there's...
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There's a heat pipe in the wall and it keeps .. making .. noise .. over and over again... it just started again... argh.... ..... and its louder.. argh... argh.. its very annoying... argh.. I keep hearing it... it keeps making noises multiple times (ARGH I HEAR IT AGAIN!!!!) every minute aaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh it comes and goes and it just started in the middle of this post aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghable)
(arrrgh I still hear the noise!!!!!)
might've been to not listen to what others think
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OK I CAN NOT WRITE THIS POST RIGHT NOW CUZ I LITERALLY KEEP HEARING THE NOISE.
.. I keep hearing it!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuugh
Everyone I show the noise to irl agrees yes it's very annoying and loud and it would bother them too. Gah... and they say there's nothing that can be done about the noise, its just a pipe in the walls that keeps making that noise from the...
argh I keep hearing it)
I'll (ARGH I KEEP HEARING IT STILL!!!) come back to this soon arrrrgh I keep hearing the noises!!!!!!!
ARGH AND NOW I SERIOUSLY JUST HEARD LOUD NOISES FROM THE PEOPLE UPSTAIRS.
ITS TOO NOISY HERE ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!)
Just ignore what some people say cuz on other places people say I'm nice and kind and caring and sensitive and they said they don't get why people would be mean to me and sometimes people compliment me and they have recently to me..
but its.. hard to.. ignore the.. bad stuff that people say......... argh its noisy here I can't stand being here arARRRGH AND I KEEP HEARING THE NOISES AGAIN OF THE PIPE I KEEP HEARING IT EVERY SINGLE DAY I wish it would end!!!