How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[nicktheundoer]

I'm just starting to think, getting help always is a sign of weakness.

Nope..we all do need help..It's nice that someone would help us because it's good for them as well to have that care..

 

[nicktheundoer]

Love deeply and they do not love me back.

Oh friend..HUGS

 

[nicktheundoer]

Back in the time when I used to go to any doctor, I used to feel inferior in front of them and think of them as god. Obv this would be such an uncomfortable topic to discuss per say, with my psychiatrist who was a doctor himself. I was worried it would make him arrogant, because in some Asian cultures doctors/med students already look down on regular people and feel superior and smarter than average people. Took me 5 years of feeling inferior at every doctor's office or next to every other med student to decide I could fix this in no other way than studying medicine myself.
When I was studying for med school entrance exam, that gave me a confidence boost. Used to think when i get in, i will be in my prime and never experience lack of confidence again. Now I am done with the first year of general medicine and sadly, i realize that was false hope. I feel insecure as ever. If not regarding my major, now regarding many other things.

Don't worry..send them loving vibes..it might help

 

[nicktheundoer]

Feeling like I can't be bothered. Starting to get that sinking feeling again that comes up when I feel like I'm not doing too well. Missed my evening medication twice in the last 7 or so days when I was never missing it before. Descending into something that feels inevitable.

 

[HappyKitty]

Nope..we all do need help..It's nice that someone would help us because it's good for them as well to have that care..

its that kind of selfish people who makes fun of whenever we're affected thinking we have full cup of negativity/sensitive when they're the same like god damn nobodys perfect or so mature.let us express whatever we feel godsake, we cant keep comparing whatever pain we feel.

 

[Windhover]

I am slowly giving up.

 

[HappyKitty]

Had a panic attack day after arguing with some old friend, she never change and why the hell do I keep leaving small items behind at the toilet lol, it ever happened that I still cant recover from losing my mums "forgiveness" bracelet back at hotel in KL and today I almost left behind my phone at Little India MRT toilet omg, I am so glad someone help rescued it and then when I tried to cool off from all this panic attack siting down, I miss my station and now going back home from taking my meds is just going to take a while when it could been 8 mins.😂😂😂

I feel panicky and jittery and laughable same time. Should never sit when ure panicking or sth with heart racing fast af.

Also yday was worse too, weather was so extreme, I got soaked and drenched on the way to my office. Rain is still extreme today.

What a week. 😂

 

[Livelife]

still spiraling but looking at both sides of the coin today

mike

 

[AvidFan]

Ok but a bit bleary-eyed, got phone calls to wade through till late afternoon so can at least rest my eyes when I don't have to engage with my screen 😎

 

[1964dodge]

still in dark territory and probably will be for a while but i'm trying to not give up completely. i have to follow my own advice lol

mike

 

[Livelife]

still in dark territory and probably will be for a while but i'm trying to not give up completely. i have to follow my own advice lol

mike

that's good advice Roootin for ya!

 

[JMG]

still in dark territory and probably will be for a while but i'm trying to not give up completely. i have to follow my own advice lol

Aw wow I’m soo sorry to hear about the “in dark territory” part, but I admire your strength, courage and bravery with not giving up, you are so incredibly strong, priceless, loving, caring and of course worthy of the best, always
Sending you lots of big hugs, healing, peaceful and loving energy and I hope they will bring you the quickest possible comfort, empowerment and reassurance
PS - If ever you feel like talking please don’t hesitate to send me a PM, my inbox is always open, not sure if it would help much but just thought I’d let you know I’m aways happy to talk to you especially if it would help bring comfort/relief or anything else positive

 

[JMG]

I’m feeling pretty good today overall, looking forward to seeing my sis and friend tomorrow and will get to go for a bit of a drive which I’ve been wanting to do for weeks now.

Sending lots of big hugs to everyone here who is wanting or needing them, I admire everyone here soo much for being so strong, brave and all the other many positive qualities you all have. You are all very inspiring survivors so please try to never doubt your most priceless value and worthiness. If anyone is ever causing you to feel doubt about the truth of these things, it is pretty much always about that person and not about you. Please try to be as kind and loving to yourself as you can be, times are tough for many people in the world right now, but you are tough too.

 

[Lane]

Feeling like a non person. I heard my own voice and got surprised, like I didn't recognize it. Whatever I write here or think sounds silly or dumb.

 

[Windhover]

You're a person to me. Often your words remind me of my validity and help me to resist the downward spiral.

@Lane why do you think your voice sounded weird to you? I know that when that happens to me it means stress has become distress.

We care about you just the way you are and I hope you feel better soon. Sending love

 

[Astrid78]

Feeling like a non person. I heard my own voice and got surprised, like I didn't recognize it. Whatever I write here or think sounds silly or dumb.

Hugs @Lane, you always have such kind words for everyone, I hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[Astrid78]

still in dark territory and probably will be for a while but i'm trying to not give up completely. i have to follow my own advice lol

mike

Sending more hugs Mike. You are such a light on here, I hope things get better soon

 

[Lane]

You're a person to me. Often your words remind me of my validity and help me to resist the downward spiral.

@Lane why do you think your voice sounded weird to you? I know that when that happens to me it means stress has become distress.

We care about you just the way you are and I hope you feel better soon. Sending love

Thank for your kind words seabird. Your message brought me calmness. My voice sounded weird because I had been so quiet at work and I suddenly remembered that I had a voice too. I was just lost in my thoughts and not positive ones. I have to work on that. Hope you are doing as well as can be today.

 

[Lane]

Hugs @Lane, you always have such kind words for everyone, I hope you find the peace you deserve

Thanks Astrid. I think once work is over things will be better.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

still in dark territory and probably will be for a while but i'm trying to not give up completely. i have to follow my own advice lol

mike

I'm not doing well right now either - you're in my thoughts.