How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Road to Nowhere]

I ruined my sobriety after almost a year. It wouldn't be so bad if I could do that in moderation, but once I start, it's so hard to stop. And here I am, trying to make my life better, and trying to be a role model for yet another nephew but failing before he's even born. Wow, I really suck at life.

We care and have faith in you Witty, we all make mistakes no one is perfect get back up and keep trying until you succeed.

 

[Windhover]

I have belief in you too @Witty_Sarcasm .
Your name here is so cool. Keep us posted how it's going.
I got pulled back into alcohol use too. My partner drinks every night. I won't go into it because I don't have an excuse. I'm dumping it.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Sorry to hear you are wishing you were dead, I definitely do not want that and I don’t think anyone else here would either. Not sure what is going on that is causing you to feel that way but if you are wanting to talk more here about what’s going on then I am always here for you. Hope you will be feeling happier soon and also sending lots of hugs to you, thank you for being such a kind, caring, thoughtful and compassionate person, I love seeing when you have replied here with such kind words of comfort and caring

Oh and how I’m feeling right now is mostly just tired, I have a bit of a headache so hoping it will go away soon, need to go to sleep I guess.

Thank you so much..you're so kind..
I hope your headache goes away soon too..

 

[Astrid78]

you are a good person that's why you follow the rules although it can broken at sometimes if it's for the benefit of the people..sending hugs and love your way

That's so kind of you....sometimes I break the rules, just get tired of double standards. Hope you are feeling better today.
Hugs back!

 

[Astrid78]

I'm feeling more me again.
More hopeful. I began to make plans. I have ro defu the nightmares and the daytime anxiety and being isolated. My kiddos are really great and supportive. 😍

Glad to see you are feeling well! It's good you have the support of your kids. Hope everything falls into place for you.
Hugs!

 

[AvidFan]

I'm not quite sure yet. Went to bed just before midnight last night. Drifted to sleep. Woke up at 7am but managed to go back to sleep and then got up at 11am. Had 2 coffees but not fully woken up yet. At least it's Friday so I have 2 days off! And my keyboard is working for a change, weird these intermittent issues!

 

[Windhover]

Glad to see you are feeling well! It's good you have the support of your kids. Hope everything falls into place for you.
Hugs!

Thank you @Astrid78 There's a very lomg way to go before I'll be at home, but I might as well have a go at it.

hugs to you

 

[Walker]

Well, the dentist was sick, so I didn't have to go! Yay!

I'm not sure if that's good or not haha You still have to go right? haha

 

[Walker]

Not here, it is my partner's behavior.

ah well then that's something we can rally around and say screw him for being a dummy! Oh wait, thats just over the top. How about a more chilled out 'how does that make you feel?'

 

[Walker]

I wish I was dead but I have to keep moving..

I hope that you do also, man.

 

[Walker]

I think I should get a clock in my bedroom. Maybe a ticking sound will make me realize I need to get some sleep.

I read this - TWICE - as 'bathroom' and could not figure out how this was going to help you get to sleep.
Maybe I need to get some sleep!

 

[SillyOldBear]

like shit

 

[Auri]

Feeling like punching someone (someone specific).

Not promoting any violence. I've never punched anyone either, it's just a feeling.

 

[Honeymoon]

i feel stupid. i'm letting someone who was briefly in my life who wasn't even really in my life rule my feelings right now. It was nothing to him. To me it made everything better at the time. I'm being ignored. LIfe isn't fair so why cant I just be an adult and deal with it? I give up trying to find a man. I like this guy i was trying to date for a year and a half, but that's it. There's no spark. I don't want to hurt his feelings. I just don't feel anything much. I want to be alone .... a few years ago I wanted a man in my life. I don't have that same feeling.... for one person who ignores me and will never be mine. I'm depressed tonight I'll be fine after a good sleep. I'm sorry I'm no help here, I can't read everything but I'll try tomorrow... all of us struggling to keep going.

The reason you feel that way is because you are growing, maturing.
And that process can last a very long time. It doesn't happen overnight, and it may take more than one heartbreak.
You still have many lessons to learn in that department. Do not give up. The reward is great. You could transform into a much stronger, independent and emotionally clever person.

 

[Angie]

I'm not sure if that's good or not haha You still have to go right? haha

Well yes, I have lots of work I need done, but that day wasn't a good one, so it was a good thing!

 

[nicktheundoer]

I'm feeling more me again.
More hopeful. I began to make plans. I have ro defu the nightmares and the daytime anxiety and being isolated. My kiddos are really great and supportive. 😍

Great news seabird.. happy for you..😄😄

 

[nicktheundoer]

i feel stupid. i'm letting someone who was briefly in my life who wasn't even really in my life rule my feelings right now. It was nothing to him. To me it made everything better at the time. I'm being ignored. LIfe isn't fair so why cant I just be an adult and deal with it? I give up trying to find a man. I like this guy i was trying to date for a year and a half, but that's it. There's no spark. I don't want to hurt his feelings. I just don't feel anything much. I want to be alone .... a few years ago I wanted a man in my life. I don't have that same feeling.... for one person who ignores me and will never be mine. I'm depressed tonight I'll be fine after a good sleep. I'm sorry I'm no help here, I can't read everything but I'll try tomorrow... all of us struggling to keep going.

Hugs

 

[nicktheundoer]

like shit

🥺🥺

 

[nicktheundoer]

Feeling like punching someone (someone specific).

Not promoting any violence. I've never punched anyone either, it's just a feeling.

I hope it's gonna pass soon..

 

[AvidFan]

Tired on bus home. Route is getting worse by the day with cramped overcrowded horrible journeys and people just leave their take away trash everwhere 🤷