How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Angie]

I thought I was being really brave going on holiday on my own but in reality I just feel very lonely. I'm sitting here at breakfast and everyone is with family or friends and I'm alone. I wish I hadn't come.

I think you are very brave.
Try to "reframe" as my therapist would say. Those with family/friends have to do what their group wants, you can do just what you want (I know this might not be helpful, but just throwing it out there).
Is it pretty there? I think you are in Greece?

 

[nicktheundoer]

I thought I was being really brave going on holiday on my own but in reality I just feel very lonely. I'm sitting here at breakfast and everyone is with family or friends and I'm alone. I wish I hadn't come.

Woah...you're so strong and independent..

 

[nicktheundoer]

I don't fit into this world

 

[Pebble mouse]

I feel terribly upset. My sister's partner has bone cancer, which probably means it has spread from somewhere else. I saw her today and seeing her in that state was distressing. It also makes me feel guilty for whining about my problems.

I wish I could help. Why is life so full of this pain???

 

[Pebble mouse]

I don't fit into this world

I'm sorry. I'm sure most here feel the same.

(((hugs)))

 

[HappyKitty]

Im pretty much think Im still grieving. I keep stoning out of places.

 

[Aurelia]

Intruded upon.

Last time I checked, I turned 34 this year. I don't need anyone checking up on me. It's intrusive and just fucked up. I don't come to your bedroom at 7 in the morning checking up on you. Don't do it to me either.

 

[AvidFan]

ill, really. I had to cancel face to face meetings - could have gone ahead but gave people a choice and they said postpone rather than remote, so might give me a chance to look at my new job with other pressure off. Bloody warm though, horrible with a bit of a fever as well 🥵

 

[Sunspots]

I think you are very brave.
Try to "reframe" as my therapist would say. Those with family/friends have to do what their group wants, you can do just what you want (I know this might not be helpful, but just throwing it out there).
Is it pretty there? I think you are in Greece?

Yes, I'm in Greece. I don't think I chose the area and hotel very well. It's not as pretty as other areas I've been to and although the beach is lovely the sea is very rough so not great for swimming. I didn't want to go back to my favourite places as I thought it would make me sad remembering the happy holidays I had with Nick. It's very quiet here which I normally love but with hindsight it would probably have been better to pick somewhere with a bit more going on. I've just booked myself a spa day at a lovely hotel so I've got something to do every other day.

 

[Sunspots]

I don't fit into this world

Hugs

 

[Windhover]

I thought I was being really brave going on holiday on my own but in reality I just feel very lonely. I'm sitting here at breakfast and everyone is with family or friends and I'm alone. I wish I hadn't come.

We're there, virtually because we care about you @Sunspots . Breakfast is my favourite meal especially on holiday. I hope you can regain a sense of adventure a bit and see some nice sights.

hug

 

[Windhover]

I don't fit into this world

There's more to life than the human societies which are in existence at the moment. What I am trying to say is, you've always seemed to ne in tune with a higher vibe @nicktheundoer . Thank you for many kind words.

 

[Windhover]

ill, really. I had to cancel face to face meetings - could have gone ahead but gave people a choice and they said postpone rather than remote, so might give me a chance to look at my new job with other pressure off. Bloody warm though, horrible with a bit of a fever as well 🥵

Get well soon @AvidFan .
☔️

 

[Aurelia]

I don't know why I'm thinking about this now, but a few months ago, I saw this Russian cartoon on a Saturday morning on one of the Russian channels I guess that my family had. Anyway, there were 2 children and one was saying to the other "Now we can be like people". And the other said, "I like being like people". And this is a pretty accurate translation (the cartoon was in Russian, obviously). And I'm just like, what does that even mean "like people"? First of all, you already are people. Secondly, why would you want to be like anyone else when you're perfectly unique being yourself? I don't know, I just don't like that teaching. It feels like it teaches kids they're not good enough the way they are. And it's coming from adults (whoever made the cartoon) who ought to know better.

 

[Windhover]

I feel terribly upset. My sister's partner has bone cancer, which probably means it has spread from somewhere else. I saw her today and seeing her in that state was distressing. It also makes me feel guilty for whining about my problems.

I wish I could help. Why is life so full of this pain???

That's very sad about your sister's partner.

I've not associated your posts with any sort of whining @Pebble mouse . We're all getting and sharing what love and support we can manage to get across on this virtual community . Speaking for myself I'm relaly glad you're here.

hug

 

[HappyKitty]

Its so scary seeing a couple passed away. My uncle died 2021 and now Its almost a week since no more aunty. ☹️

Like I cried blood for the whole week.

 

[HappyKitty]

I will forever hate seeing ambulance. Just tragic for me.

 

[nicktheundoer]

There's more to life than the human societies which are in existence at the moment. What I am trying to say is, you've always seemed to ne in tune with a higher vibe @nicktheundoer . Thank you for many kind words.

Thats why I'm trying to let go of this society and if possible and if it's God's will, I wanna be a monk..it's my desire but I don't know if it will actually happen..
Thanks for your kindwords seabird

 

[nicktheundoer]

Hugs

Thank you...

 

[nicktheundoer]

I'm sorry. I'm sure most here feel the same.

(((hugs)))

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