How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

Sometimes I hesitate to write how I really feel, I don't know why. I hate to admit to myself that I'm weak because I have to be strong to survive. But I've been feeling frustrated, anxious, restless lately. Feel like I have nowhere to turn and as I get older it doesn't get easier. Plus I'm stuck in this routine, work, home, weekend, work, home, etc. thank you for listening.

 

[iloverachel]

Alone. No drs, therapists, family or friends to call. If I call the crisis li e I'll get picked up by police and locked in hospital. I hate it there. It's not safe!
How is it the abusers in my life always have family and friends? It's like when I was a kid and my dad would take us out. Everyone thought he was so wonderful. My husband is the same, go figure.
I'm so fucking done with this bullshit, how can it better as it progressively gets worse? Im Sorry but I just can't believe the hype anymore.

I'm sorry you feel so alone

 

[iloverachel]

Sometimes I hesitate to write how I really feel, I don't know why. I hate to admit to myself that I'm weak because I have to be strong to survive. But I've been feeling frustrated, anxious, restless lately. Feel like I have nowhere to turn and as I get older it doesn't get easier. Plus I'm stuck in this routine, work, home, weekend, work, home, etc. thank you for listening.

Hope you feel better soon

 

[1964dodge]

Sometimes I hesitate to write how I really feel, I don't know why. I hate to admit to myself that I'm weak because I have to be strong to survive. But I've been feeling frustrated, anxious, restless lately. Feel like I have nowhere to turn and as I get older it doesn't get easier. Plus I'm stuck in this routine, work, home, weekend, work, home, etc. thank you for listening.

you are not weak @Lane actually i think you are strong. and please continue to post here because we care about you

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

going through another bad spike. sometimes i get two pain spikes a day but thank god it's rare.

mike

 

[Road to Nowhere]

“Some things change, and some things stay the same. The things that change are the things that I wish stayed the same, and the things that stay the same are the things I wish changed.”

― Jarod Kintz, This Book is Not for Sale

 

[Searchingforhope]

Sometimes I hesitate to write how I really feel, I don't know why. I hate to admit to myself that I'm weak because I have to be strong to survive. But I've been feeling frustrated, anxious, restless lately. Feel like I have nowhere to turn and as I get older it doesn't get easier. Plus I'm stuck in this routine, work, home, weekend, work, home, etc. thank you for listening.

None of that makes you sound weak to me. Sending love and strength.

 

[Bergerac]

“Some things change, and some things stay the same. The things that change are the things that I wish stayed the same, and the things that stay the same are the things I wish changed.”

― Jarod Kintz, This Book is Not for Sale

This hit home as the truth. Sending hugs to you

 

[Livelife]

Pissed. With the medical community as I should be. They really are quite something. Another now additional bungle by them yesterday without any explanation extended to me. No interest in who they "care" for. They can just stay out of my bank account. It's so evident what this doctor is doing to me this week, it's just to generate income for his corporate employer, they gain points for themselves by garnering unnecessary expense with what they put in and how they write their orders.. They think we are idiots. And I feel embarrassed I was ever part of the medical system. That's a disheartening first.

 

[Bergerac]

want a conversation. in an upbeat, happy mood.

 

[Bergerac]

finding this part of my work so tricky; haven't a clue what to do

 

[Searchingforhope]

finding this part of my work so tricky; haven't a clue what to do

Is there someone you can ask?

 

[Bergerac]

Is there someone you can ask?

In an ideal world, yes. The sort of help I need is specialized, though.

 

[Searchingforhope]

In an ideal world, yes. The sort of help I need is specialized, though.

Hm, that’s tricky! I’m lucky that I work in a team so we can generally discuss the more difficult areas and at least bounce ideas about. I’m assuming you don’t have similar?

 

[Bergerac]

Hm, that’s tricky! I’m lucky that I work in a team so we can generally discuss the more difficult areas and at least bounce ideas about. I’m assuming you don’t have similar?

I have a group, but cannot contact/ access them at the moment. The communication is hazy.

 

[HappyKitty]

so emotional, felt great for being respected on doing sth im good at work and always end up crying happy tears end of the day after being biased. building relationships is key.

 

[Bergerac]

so emotional, felt great for being respected on doing sth im good at work and always end up crying happy tears end of the day after being biased. building relationships is key.

That's lovely to hear I really am so pleased for you.

 

[Angie]

Sometimes I hesitate to write how I really feel, I don't know why. I hate to admit to myself that I'm weak because I have to be strong to survive. But I've been feeling frustrated, anxious, restless lately. Feel like I have nowhere to turn and as I get older it doesn't get easier. Plus I'm stuck in this routine, work, home, weekend, work, home, etc. thank you for listening.

Aging does make a difference.

I see and hear you.

 

[1964dodge]

want a conversation. in an upbeat, happy mood.

 

[1964dodge]

finding this part of my work so tricky; haven't a clue what to do