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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Awake. Went to bed about 1am, was still awake at 4am, tried to get to sleep until 6.20am and then gave up and got up 🤷♂️ Was totally done when I went to bed so am exhausted and can't actually do anything except pass the time until my stupid brain and body decide they're going to do what's good for them. If usual pattern holds I should at least sleep tonight!
i'm pleased that you don't think you are a loser. you haven't failed at life mainly because you are just starting your journey. i'm sure that some things have gone wrong but if you think about it i'm sure you can find things that are going well in your life. one thing is how you help others, i wouldn't call that failing
mike....
mike....
i'm pleased that you don't think you are a loser. you haven't failed at life mainly because you are just starting your journey. i'm sure that some things have gone wrong but if you think about it i'm sure you can find things that are going well in your life. one thing is how you help others, i wouldn't call that failing
mike....
mike....
I get triggered (or annoyed at the very least) when I hear or read the word "together", because there really isn't such a thing as together, from my experience. More like "I", always.
Also, I live in a quiet village but there's probably a bar/resto somewhere near our home coz I could hear someone or some band singing. It kinda triggers me too coz I used to go those places when I was a teen and several times for the last decade, but now I could not see myself enjoying that experience anymore.
Also, I live in a quiet village but there's probably a bar/resto somewhere near our home coz I could hear someone or some band singing. It kinda triggers me too coz I used to go those places when I was a teen and several times for the last decade, but now I could not see myself enjoying that experience anymore.
I'm not in a good way right now. First there was the insomnia, a really bad one, but I got up and tried to make the best of it. All seems a bit of a blur but I have been trying to occupy myself from 6am. Somehow in the midst of this I've managed to tear my meniscal cartilage in my "good" knee. I don't know exactly how I did it, but it's likely when I was squatting down to do some random task and that's when it must have gone. Ouch, was quiet until a few hours later when suddenly the pain is flaring up. This is when I feel really vulnerable, alone in the house , a prisoner, nowhere to go, nobody to call round and help me and suddenly helpless. I rely on the running to help my mental health but that's gone in the blink of an eye... Now I'm immobile and sleep deprived wondering "What next?" At least I have enough painkillers to kill a horse 🤷♂️ I can put weight on it and the pain is intermittent so am hoping it's not very serious and just more of an annoyance. At least I have nowhere to go until Wednesday and I have a remote job. And not like I was going to move much from the sofa anyway today with Survivor and Doctor Who on!
Now I'm wet. Heard a load of commotion and there's a fricken storm coming down, just seen it on the news - Just hobbled out to put all my bins on one side so they don't get blown over like in the last windy commotion.... Hopefully doesn't do too much damage, internet's already been knocked out once 😱
