How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Bergerac]

Love it how people apologize for being "rude" and state how much they've "grown", then proceed to do exactly the same behaviour as before. Pointless.

 

[Aurelia]

Watching GOT for the first time. A LOT of naked people...but decent story so far. I'm only on episode two, though. There's something appealing about that life. Men learning to hunt, getting food. Women cooking the food and making clothing. Horseback riding to get places. Minus the beheadings, though. Those kind of suck. And perhaps the diseases that were killing people. There were no treatments for many of them back then.

 

[Searchingforhope]

Watching GOT for the first time. A LOT of naked people...but decent story so far. I'm only on episode two, though. There's something appealing about that life. Men learning to hunt, getting food. Women cooking the food and making clothing. Horseback riding to get places. Minus the beheadings, though. Those kind of suck. And perhaps the diseases that were killing people. There were no treatments for many of them back then.

The nudity lessens in the later series once the actors were better known. Absolutely fantastic show!

 

[Searchingforhope]

I’m exhausted. Still. I don’t have any idea how to shake it. I’m completely over being so exhausted.

 

[Aurelia]

The nudity lessens in the later series once the actors were better known. Absolutely fantastic show!

I don't mind it. Once upon a time, nudity severely disturbed me, to the point I wouldn't even watch anything that had the slightest bit of nudity in it, but I've gotten over that with the help of God. I couldn't have done it myself, that's for sure. It was a very intense fixation I had.

 

[1964dodge]

Better than the last few weeks.

I've pushed some of the worst thoughts away. The ptsd shows up when I'm asleep even on the days when I thought I was better. Either nightmares, or I wake up after having bitten a hole in my tongue and it's bleeding. The Dr said that's extreme anxiety and I need meds, but I can't handle the side affects.

 

[TreeShade17]

In an army redgimental mindset occurrence that is all I know how to articulate that that is what it is

 

[TreeShade17]

how those people can’t see that is wrong on all levels I don’t know

 

[TreeShade17]

Love it how people apologize for being "rude" and state how much they've "grown", then proceed to do exactly the same behaviour as before. Pointless.

I’m the kind of person who apologises for nothing not always literally by saying sorry feeling sorry blatantly on display because I feel sorry for how I’m treated badly yet I’m convinced by countless people that and made to believe it is right and I’m so how meant to accept being treated like shitand im constantly judged in people’s behaviour towards me I don’t know how anyone can presume that is not wrong and made to believe it is right to manipulate a human harmless living being that they are wrong for absolutely nothing simply for just being and made to feel your wrong for nothing and there is rarely anyone with a heart who is on my side

 

[TreeShade17]

realising you cannot edit your comment to BLAH because simply you give up and are completely done in your brain process

 

[TreeShade17]

Reflectively fondly missing the blissful times of yesteryears filled with I don’t knows

 

[TreeShade17]

don’t know issi force of thought i sumo

 

[TreeShade17]

it’s exhausting to be made to feel your wrong whether or not that is anybody’s intention to make you feel wrong and to be left to communicatively have no free will to voice how you feel when you know your not being wrong as a sacrifice of politenessfortunately not everybody I know is there intention to make me feel this which I forever am relieved and happy for it still sometimes doesn’t take away from the fact it’s glaringly obvious that people wrongly do so but I still have to the right to voice that there are people exhaustingly doing so just makes you give up intentionally or unintentionally it’s still not right of people to do that

 

[AvidFan]

Tired so I hope I can sleep and survive my last working day (technically). I finished today's calls and have also written most of the report I have to turn in by Friday. So all being well I can get everything done tomorrow and then I'm free to have my well deserved rest!!!

 

[TreeShade17]

Thanks dodge

 

[TreeShade17]

it’s exhausting to be made to feel your wrong whether or not that is anybody’s intention to make you feel wrong and to be left to communicatively have no free will to voice how you feel when you know your not being wrong as a sacrifice of politenessfortunately not everybody I know is there intention to make me feel this which I forever am relieved and happy for it still sometimes doesn’t take away from the fact it’s glaringly obvious that people wrongly do so but I still have to the right to voice that there are people exhaustingly doing so just makes you give up intentionally or unintentionally it’s still not right of people to do that

that took so many failed posts to make that post

 

[TreeShade17]

 

[TreeShade17]

I just need to feel validated for once please do it please

 

[TreeShade17]

Please no more please

 

[KM76710]

I'm awake and I want someone to care enough for me to make me coffee. I don't want to get up because I'm cold. But I'm all by my lonesome, and I'll end up getting up and making it myself as I always do.

Coffee is something I never have done, but if you were around hot chocolate makes a fine and tasty drink to share with others.