How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

life sucks

yes life does suck a lot sometimes. although if you look good you can see good in your life and in the world

mike.....

 

[Bergerac]

i said a prayer for your friend

mike....

Thank you, Mike. It's all appreciated.

 

[1964dodge]

Pretty good, and tiny bit hopeful

i'm pleased to see that you are doing better. a little hope can go a long way. i hope you continue to get better

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Thank you, Mike. It's all appreciated.

you're welcome

mike....

 

[puffymilk]

i'm pleased to see that you are doing better. a little hope can go a long way. i hope you continue to get better

mike....

Thank you Mike I wish you all happiness as well!

 

[Bergerac]

My village is flooded, and toilets, etc. are blocked. Lord.

 

[1964dodge]

pretty good actually. i was kind of grumpy this morning but that's why we drink coffee lol

mike

 

[1964dodge]

Thank you Mike I wish you all happiness as well!

you're welcome and thank you for the wish of my happiness

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

My village is flooded, and toilets, etc. are blocked. Lord.

that must be terrible. i hope they can fix the flooding problem soon

mike.....

 

[Bergerac]

Now, water is running

that must be terrible. i hope they can fix the flooding problem soon

mike.....

It's running down one of the walls now.

I'm not sure it's something they can fix, or they'd have done it. Happened back in July, too.

 

[AvidFan]

My village is flooded, and toilets, etc. are blocked. Lord.

😱 Hope you are OK.

 

[Bergerac]

😱 Hope you are OK.

Yes, thank you. It's not a danger to life, as such, although there's always some risk with flooding, of course. Thanks for your concern.

 

[Aurelia]

i believe it's possible to go to hell for suicide. but i also think god is merciful. most suicides come from despair so it seems like there is no way out. so obviously the person is suffering from some form of mental health issue, so god can't hold them responsible. although some people who do it calously could go to hell. so to be safe that is one thing on my list of why i can't ctb

mike....

I think it's a little too complicated for us to understand, but either way, I think the best thing is to believe that God is merciful and compassionate with suicides as well.

 

[1964dodge]

Now, water is running

It's running down one of the walls now.

I'm not sure it's something they can fix, or they'd have done it. Happened back in July, too.

 

[KM76710]

My niece found a place to live and will be leaving today. While it was really nice having her for company I'll also be happy to have my living room back. My cats are probably thrilled that they can have their space back instead of being camped out in my room.

I also signed up for a drawing class 2 Saturdays in January. You don't even have to bring materials, you just pay $20. I'm excited to do something I love and help with my depression which has been troubling lately. I hope everyone here is feeling as well as possible as we ring in the New Year.

I hope that you and all are having and will have good times for the year, and it does sound like it will be good for you to get out and do something fun and enjoyable, have a great time with your drawing.

 

[Windhover]

My village is flooded, and toilets, etc. are blocked. Lord.

oh - crap. Will there be rescue personnel or ?

 

[1964dodge]

how am i feeling right now ? really ? i feel like crying lol. my cell phone is on it's last leg and i have to screw around with it to get a charge. it won't hold a charge long and it's really f#$ked, my wife's phone isn't much better. so i ordered 2 new galaxy 23's. so both phones and accessories will raise my phone bill by around $86 a month for 2 years. i expected it because our old phones are at least 4 years old, probably older. the expense is the least of it, now i have to try to save everything and set up a new phone. i hate getting new phones lol

mike

 

[Bearinatophat]

I am doing not well. I’ve been trying to keep it together but it’s leaking out. As in literal leaking. Sometimes I realize I’m crying and I didn’t even notice. Or know why. Just tears running down my face. And a couple people have said over the last year that they think I’m very depressed or “really going through it” and I’m always like no I’m not. And think it’s ridiculous. But when I’m really honest with myself and slow down and check in with my body I think I might be very very sad. And in the past when I was like this I didn’t have great coping skills and I’d end up going inpatient.
which might be what I need but I don’t think anything will or is able to change. Regardless I can’t do that right now. But I think it might be really bad. If I let it out and feel it. I think it might be really really bad. And I don’t have anyone to say that to irl. So I’m here saying it to you.
I found this site a decade ago. Under a different name that I don’t even have the email for anymore. But I was crying in that why am I sobbing kind of way and remembered it after trying a couple text helplines.

 

[TragicReality]

I am doing not well. I’ve been trying to keep it together but it’s leaking out. As in literal leaking. Sometimes I realize I’m crying and I didn’t even notice. Or know why. Just tears running down my face. And a couple people have said over the last year that they think I’m very depressed or “really going through it” and I’m always like no I’m not. And think it’s ridiculous. But when I’m really honest with myself and slow down and check in with my body I think I might be very very sad. And in the past when I was like this I didn’t have great coping skills and I’d end up going inpatient.
which might be what I need but I don’t think anything will or is able to change. Regardless I can’t do that right now. But I think it might be really bad. If I let it out and feel it. I think it might be really really bad. And I don’t have anyone to say that to irl. So I’m here saying it to you.
I found this site a decade ago. Under a different name that I don’t even have the email for anymore. But I was crying in that why am I sobbing kind of way and remembered it after trying a couple text helplines.

If it gets really bad and you think inpatient would keep you safe please do that. I'm glad you found a way back to this site. There are very caring people here. I don't have advice but I'm sorry for how you're feeling.

 

[AmberMarie]

Exhausted! Nauseous n ears won't stop ringing from not sleeping... and i just feel... done!