How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

It doesn't matter much how I feel about anything. I was told I shouldn't be affected by things that happened to me years ago. If that were the case, then why would I still be suicidal after 25+ years?

You're allowed to have any feelings you have. I'm still affected by things that happened 25 years ago too. So it's only natural. You're definitely not alone.

 

[Aurelia]

I just woke up round 6 am (I go to sleep fairly early around 7 pm) and started reading the Bible again. I can honestly say that nothing has made my heart as calm as doing this every morning. I thought I needed a man to be happy, but I'm starting to think maybe this is not the case anymore.

 

[puffymilk]

Not good

 

[AvidFan]

Shocked. Nothing major, just first official day back to office work and the messages and emails already started and it's all a bit disorienting after several weeks off. Going to try to take it easy as possible and ease back into it - and try not to get as manic as it was before Christmas!

 

[nicktheundoer]

So sad to hear you are feeling this way. Is there anyone IRL you can connect with for support? You are always so genial and supportive of others here. We are here to support you, too.

No pebblemouse..I don't have anyone irl to connect with..but thanks for your support pebblemouse

 

[nicktheundoer]

Sorry to hear you're having those feelings. I often think, is there more to life? We are here for you.

Thank you Lane..means a lot...

 

[nicktheundoer]

I’m sorry to hear this. I hope things have eased for you by the time you read this.

Thank you very much...

 

[1Lefty]

Not good

I'm sorry
I hope you'll feel better soon


peace

 

[HappyKitty]

haha! thank you. I'll be sure to. Hope you're alright

Yea. This house owner of mine didnt bother to check that theres sth wrong with the wall. The small wall under the sink got broken. So roaches come from there. Its like I used my work money to pay for pests control to figure that out and preventing roaches from coming in, there was quite a lot. Now shit, I'm waiting for the owner to fix the damn shit.

Just gotta check the entire surroundings of your home, make sure your rent that you pay is worth paying for. Im sure you know this. 😅 Haha damn roaches, Im waiting for few more months process in fixing.

 

[HappyKitty]

I just woke up round 6 am (I go to sleep fairly early around 7 pm) and started reading the Bible again. I can honestly say that nothing has made my heart as calm as doing this every morning. I thought I needed a man to be happy, but I'm starting to think maybe this is not the case anymore.

You can be happy by yourself, for sure. That when you do found a man, he's gonna be better than your old one. I understand its hard that you're going through- at times it can be stuck in pain and isolation, and feeling lonely in empty home most days... I'm sure at the same time this is much better than being with wrong person. Im so cheesy, but yes. 🐣

 

[Aurelia]

You can be happy by yourself, for sure. That when you do found a man, he's gonna be better than your old one. I understand its hard that you're going through- at times it can be stuck in pain and isolation, and feeling lonely in empty home most days... I'm sure at the same time this is much better than being with wrong person. Im so cheesy, but yes. 🐣

You're right. I'm absolutely not willing to be with just anybody. I've had many opportunities to do so and denied all of them so far. I guess I'm looking for someone unique and I don't know if I'll ever find him or not, but I surely will not settle either.

 

[Aurelia]

Thank you, friends, for reading my posts, liking, and responding. You all help me feel less alone during each day, and I thank God that I know you all and have this place to come to for support. And may I add that you are all beautiful, compassionate individuals and I wish you all the best.

 

[Baywasp]

I'm tired. Picked up a second shift last night because they were understaffed on overnight, and I didn't want my coworkers to have to struggle. Was hoping to get more sleep going into my new semester, but at least my class isn't til after 4 PM.

 

[1964dodge]

Not good

i'm sorry that you aren't doing well. may your day improve

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

No pebblemouse..I don't have anyone irl to connect with..but thanks for your support pebblemouse

i'm sorry that you have no one irl to support you. you have a lot of people here that care about and like you. if you ever want to talk please feel free to use my inbox. you are not alone

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

i'm doing pretty good considering everything. i didn't sleep more than half hour last night and had to get up at 530am. we had to be out of the driveway by 7am so went to clean the truck and found our neighbors cleaned most of it. since we had to be out of the driveway we went to a few places today. i am a bit overtired but mood is still great

mike.....

 

[Livelife]

Nervous, just got a tornado warning for the area for the next 1/2 hour or so. So making things ready to huddle in the hallway if I have to....

 

[nicktheundoer]

i'm sorry that you have no one irl to support you. you have a lot of people here that care about and like you. if you ever want to talk please feel free to use my inbox. you are not alone

mike....

Thank you Mike for your kindness

 

[AmberMarie]

Anxious

 

[KM76710]

No pebblemouse..I don't have anyone irl to connect with..but thanks for your support pebblemouse

I wish you did have a person in person that you knew you had and could turn to when you need it.