How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AvidFan]

Unsure. Don't know whether to make the most of my Friday night, or go to bed early and make the most of a full day off Saturday. Of course if I go to bed early there's always the danger I'll wake up at 5am and be unable to go back to sleep, and then I'll be tired all day Saturday. Time will tell 😂

 

[Windhover]

On the one hand, I feel very good in reaction to the fact it's raining. On the ohter, the broken heart is hurting and not in a healing-up sort of way.

 

[AvidFan]

On the one hand, I feel very good in reaction to the fact it's raining. On the ohter, the broken heart is hurting and not in a healing-up sort of way.

 

[KM76710]

Relieved after much stress and negative feelings about situation and myself I decided to give two weeks notice at this job I've been at for a month. When they asked why I was honest, bcz I need to be trained more before being expected to pick up everything in their systems, and having to work on my own time, like weekends to do trainings where I have to take tests and write essays, unpaid. My son says it's illegal. There are other reasons too. I'm lucky to be able to go back to my old job when I called my boss, she said my position hasn't been filled.

Hopefully the change in jobs will bring you some relief from the stresses forced upon you and soon.

 

[AvidFan]

Decided to go to bed. 4 hours later I'm still wide awake at past 4am. Fucking insomnia 😢

 

[Windhover]

Hope you drop off to sleep @AvidFan ☁️🌔

 

[AvidFan]

Hope you drop off to sleep @AvidFan ☁️🌔

Thanks @seabird Wasn't going to happen. Couldn't bear lying there any longer and the minutes were just dragging, so I rage quit my bed. 5.25am and I'm up drinking coffee.

If I had any energy I'd log on to work and at least make use of the time but my brain's fucked so I'll just potter around aimlessly until some kind of normal time comes and I forget I'll have been awake 24 hours by the time it's 11am 🤷‍♂️

 

[Pebble mouse]

I hope the episode stopped, you're asleep or you have gotten some good sleep, and will feel better and peaceful today

Thanks @seabird. I slept well, but unfortunately it has carried over to today. This really is hell on earth.

 

[Pebble mouse]

get through this

Thanks. It will stop eventually. I'm just tired of this happening.

 

[Pebble mouse]

i hope you can get through this soon

Thanks, Mike. I will pull through this and will be ok.

 

[AvidFan]

7.08am. The clock crankily crawls towards some kind of normal time...

I'm drinking one coffee on the hour as a kind of pass the time strategy.

 

[Windhover]

Thanks @seabird. I slept well, but unfortunately it has carried over to today. This really is hell on earth.

Sorry to hear it's carried into today. I'm sure I'm not the only person here wishing and sending you the best thoughts.

hug

 

[Pebble mouse]

Sorry to hear it's carried into today. I'm sure I'm not the only person here wishing and sending you the best thoughts.

Thanks so much @seabird. It's half past 5 in the evening and things have calmed down now, thankfully.

 

[AvidFan]

8.24am. 4 coffees in. Can almost pretend I haven't been awake for 21 hours 😂

 

[Baywasp]

Struggling mightily to stay awake. Stayed up the night before working on a paper and worked a double tonight. Still have another paper due Sunday. Was made worse by the fact that I dropped my Monster can and ended up losing like half of my energy drink due to it bubbling over into the sink.

 

[AvidFan]

I have been awake for 25 hours. The adrenaline is kicking in (or the caffeine) 😂

 

[AvidFan]

I've lost count. The only sure thing is that the sleep debt/pressure/deprivation will at some point make a 12 hour coma inevitable. I WILL sleep eventually , right now I'm quite giddy, I just ate a bag of crackers and sour cream dip. Fuel for the insomniac.

 

[AvidFan]

Bloody frustrated. Why do tech problems always happen on a Saturday? Last week it was the whole new phone palaver, today I absently decided to check my heart rate on my phone instead of my watch, to find my watch would no longer connect to the phone. AT ALL. Internet suggested the old turn both off and on again. Didn't work. Ended up having to factory reset the watch and thought I'd well and truly bricked my £120 watch. Eventually it came back on in Spanish. Then it just WOULD NOT CONNECT to my main phone no matter what I did. the syncing is kind of handy for recording steps, sleep, heart rate etc, that IS WHAT ITS FOR. In the end I connected it to my 5 year old phone and it worked. Then on a whim I told the old phone to forget the device and tried the new phone again and this time it connected without any issue at all. I really do hate this tech shit at times. An hour of my life to get back where I started and all I learned was my stress levels and heart rate had gone up. 😡

 

[puffymilk]

Just when I thought I was getting/feeling better... my narcissistic mom messed it all up. O well.

 

[MisterBGone]

Just when I thought I was getting/feeling better... my narcissistic mom messed it all up. O well.

That sounds relentless~* ...& unforgiving! VERY.