How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[BRADY33]

One personality is annoyed with others for being weak and making excuses. Then I start making excuses for my weaknesses while the DI in my head is screaming, "Move Move Move!".

Life would be simpilar if I could just be oblivious to my own hypocrisy like most people these days.

 

[puffymilk]

Tired now

 

[AvidFan]

Fed up. I've stayed in the whole afternoon tearing my hair out with work stuff while waiting for this engineer to turn up, and it looks like he isn't going to show up. This has happened too many times before. I've had 5 texts in the last 3 weeks reminding me of this visit, including a reminder this morning. This has happened before and they've not turned up. Time's getting on and I don't think they're coming. AGAIN. Can't do much about it. Good job it wasn't to fix something that was broken and just a check up. Means I'll have to take another entire day off work in the hope they will come next time. Had to raise it to high level complaints last time. I don't have the energy to go through all that but I'll probably have to to get what they're contracted to do. 😒

 

[AvidFan]

Fed up. I've stayed in the whole afternoon tearing my hair out with work stuff while waiting for this engineer to turn up, and it looks like he isn't going to show up. This has happened too many times before. I've had 5 texts in the last 3 weeks reminding me of this visit, including a reminder this morning. This has happened before and they've not turned up. Time's getting on and I don't think they're coming. AGAIN. Can't do much about it. Good job it wasn't to fix something that was broken and just a check up. Means I'll have to take another entire day off work in the hope they will come next time. Had to raise it to high level complaints last time. I don't have the energy to go through all that but I'll probably have to to get what they're contracted to do. 😒

Typical, soon as I write this out, I get a message to say he's on his way. Only a 5 hour wait, I must be the last on the list!!

 

[AnHeroTransGirl]

In pain and done with everyone's shit. How are you gonna ruin my day and not make up for it? Isn't it basic human decency to make up for bad things you do?

 

[1964dodge]

Tired now

i hope you can rest well tonight

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

a little under the weather today but otherwise fine

mike

 

[Baywasp]

Very down and I don't know why I exist

 

[Lane]

Very down and I don't know why I exist

I hope you feel better soon.

 

[Lane]

Feel better now that I'm back into a routine. Went back to work yesterday and everyone seemed glad to see me. I was a little worried about that. Now hopefully things can calm down in my life.

 

[Bergerac]

very tired. I never sleep, these days.

 

[1964dodge]

Very down and I don't know why I exist

you exist for a reason and eventually you'll fill your full potential

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

very tired. I never sleep, these days.

i hope you can rest soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

pretty good

mike

 

[Astrid78]

Feel better now that I'm back into a routine. Went back to work yesterday and everyone seemed glad to see me. I was a little worried about that. Now hopefully things can calm down in my life.

I'm glad that things went well for you, it must feel like such a relief.

 

[AvidFan]

I was last on the list. Told me I needed a new fire and a Carbon

Feel better now that I'm back into a routine. Went back to work yesterday and everyone seemed glad to see me. I was a little worried about that. Now hopefully things can calm down in my life.

Great to hear your good news!

 

[AvidFan]

Relieved. Yesterday the boiler man went outside to check the exhaust pipe of the boiler or whatever it's called. He closed the back door then did all the other stuff, I totally forgot the door was unlocked and slept all night with it that way. Glad I noticed - it's securely locked now. Probably a good job my garden backs onto walls/fences all around, as thieves do go along randomly trying doors for this exact situation 😱

 

[puffymilk]

Anxious. I hope I can get over this tomorrow/forget it

 

[Holding my breath]

What is it that makes it so that out of nowhere, you feel like you’ve been kicked in the stomach. I still get really easily triggered when anyone mentions suicide. Such a horrible sinking feeling.

 

[PrincessPure]

Oh this thread and forum in general, when i search my past content in them its almost as if im ready a diary. I kinda love how far I have came, but then again, what remains same in that I have always been sad. I know always being happy isnt realistic, but i want the feeling of happiness or at least neutrality to be dominant to sadness.