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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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I'm upset right now. I was in the ER last night with my asthma & came home around 6:00 am this morning. I cancelled my session today, telling my psychologist I'm too physically sick today to attend my session. She still charged me as a no-show. I'm not a no-show. I'm sick! I payed for the taxi to & from the hospital & extra medication to treat my asthma exacerbation. I can't afford to pay her, too. Geez, I feel she doesn't have compassion for people with multiple health & financial challenges. I'm crying about this.😭
Worried and a bit stressed because of the worry. The reasons for those feelings are a few things:
1. A dumb thing I did at Walmart yesterday. Ugh, I really should not have given them that info, and now I am terrified that it could seriously bite me in the butt. Can't really say more than that, but gonna call them today and praying they can reverse that request and that it hopefully has not even reached any further than them yet. I like the idea of building credit, but just not sure if the "chance" to do that is worth this level of stress, worry and uncertainty. I do NOT need more things to be worried and stressed about in my life.
2. My right side of my chest still being sore after I got very upset about something last night. That was probably around 10-11pm, and now it is 7 hours later and it is still sore. I am just hoping it is only because of feeling such an extreme emotion and nothing more. I have gotten that upset before though and not had this chest pain, anyway maybe I will search online again to see if there is a pill I could take, or something else I could do, to help make that chest pain lessen. I just want it to go away, and I definitely need to not get so upset like that ever again.
3. Still not knowing whether I'll be going to my sis's on the 8th, or the 13th. I really don't like how she always only lets us know at the "last minute" or like maybe a day or 2 before when we will be going. It is kinda thoughtless and inconsiderate of our time and feelings, I mean we have a cat and have to make arrangements with the neighbor to check up on her. The sooner we can let him know when that will be and how long it will be for, the better. We have told her before that we'd appreciate knowing as far in advance as we possibly can. She claimed she would be getting that info on Tuesday, and now it is bloody Friday. If we're to be ready to go there for the 8th, then that gives us only 2 measly days of notice, rather than close to a week. I am just feeling very tired of being treated like my feelings don't matter (by her I mean). And on top of feeling that way, I also feel guilty for feeling this way about her, because she has done lots of nice and good things too of course.
1. A dumb thing I did at Walmart yesterday. Ugh, I really should not have given them that info, and now I am terrified that it could seriously bite me in the butt. Can't really say more than that, but gonna call them today and praying they can reverse that request and that it hopefully has not even reached any further than them yet. I like the idea of building credit, but just not sure if the "chance" to do that is worth this level of stress, worry and uncertainty. I do NOT need more things to be worried and stressed about in my life.
2. My right side of my chest still being sore after I got very upset about something last night. That was probably around 10-11pm, and now it is 7 hours later and it is still sore. I am just hoping it is only because of feeling such an extreme emotion and nothing more. I have gotten that upset before though and not had this chest pain, anyway maybe I will search online again to see if there is a pill I could take, or something else I could do, to help make that chest pain lessen. I just want it to go away, and I definitely need to not get so upset like that ever again.
3. Still not knowing whether I'll be going to my sis's on the 8th, or the 13th. I really don't like how she always only lets us know at the "last minute" or like maybe a day or 2 before when we will be going. It is kinda thoughtless and inconsiderate of our time and feelings, I mean we have a cat and have to make arrangements with the neighbor to check up on her. The sooner we can let him know when that will be and how long it will be for, the better. We have told her before that we'd appreciate knowing as far in advance as we possibly can. She claimed she would be getting that info on Tuesday, and now it is bloody Friday. If we're to be ready to go there for the 8th, then that gives us only 2 measly days of notice, rather than close to a week. I am just feeling very tired of being treated like my feelings don't matter (by her I mean). And on top of feeling that way, I also feel guilty for feeling this way about her, because she has done lots of nice and good things too of course.