How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[1964dodge]

Emotionally cut off from myself.

 

[Case]

empty, tired, and the joy is gone.

 

[Aurelia]

Cute avatar @mosaic hearts

 

[AvidFan]

Got that Friday feeling even though I've been working most weekends. At least no commute in the cold icy conditions for 2 days 😀

 

[ClassicsFan]

Unhappy.

 

[Angie]

Disappointed In myself.

Either college has caused me to have an episode, complete with SH or I have just naturally had an episode which makes college harder.

FML

 

[cymbele]

Disappointed In myself.

Either college has caused me to have an episode, complete with SH or I have just naturally had an episode which makes college harder.

FML

Just focus on college one assignment and class at a time. College is hard esp if you haven't done school in a long time. Try to be good to yourself-no SH - and talk to professors if you're having difficulty. They are there no only to teach but help their students if possible. Please take care of yourself.

 

[AvidFan]

Fed up. Been doing really well, enjoying work, and the new peace and quiet. But now the fucking bastard bird is back. They can clearly put it somewhere in their house where I can't hear it unless I try, but are choosing to put it where I have no choice but to listen to it. Tonight I got in for a run and my walls were shaking with their crap music. These people are twats.

 

[AvidFan]

Tonight I can't even drown it out with my own music as I am working on audio transcripts and need to listen to them carefully - and I can't hear myself think. It is getting to me tonight. I don't bother anyone, all I want is a bit of peace and quiet in my own living room. Total twats.

 

[PrincessPure]

Everytime I get reminded of dad I cry. He is well and alive but a whole continent away. But it hurts that I never interacted much with him or told that I love him or vice versa. He is very conservative so its not his fault he isnt comfortable with girls, but im scared i will lose him someday and still havent been able to sit and have a decent conversation with him. He always dreamed of his kids being doctors. I wish he knew i came into medicine and i got the idea because of him. And im not very motivated but i wanna do this for him.

 

[FieryL]

Tired after panic attack at night. Still too worried about whether I would be able to find a job.
It's probably tied to starting SSRI, I asked to start with a lower dose because of side effects, but lower dose wears out somewhere at late night/deep at night and anxiety kicks in big deal.

Guided meditations (The Honest Guys - thanks to them), cup of chocolate, a bit of walking around the flat.. somehow managed to sleep down. In the morning nothing calms me more like sending two more applications for jobs. If only it would help...

 

[MisterBGone]

Tired after panic attack at night. Still too worried about whether I would be able to find a job.
It's probably tied to starting SSRI, I asked to start with a lower dose because of side effects, but lower dose wears out somewhere at late night/deep at night and anxiety kicks in big deal.

Guided meditations (The Honest Guys - thanks to them), cup of chocolate, a bit of walking around the flat.. somehow managed to sleep down. In the morning nothing calms me more like sending two more applications for jobs. If only it would help...

Hoping things will calm, and even out--or smooth out, a little bit more for you FierlyL. I know for me, with SSRI's, the side effects were always the worst, in the beginning. Keep up the good work, on the application submitting! And glad you've got those guided meditation guys, for some decent help/relaxation/or relief.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Excited.

 

[Lane]

Disappointed In myself.

Either college has caused me to have an episode, complete with SH or I have just naturally had an episode which makes college harder.

FML

Wishing you strength during this time. It's not your fault either, mental illness is sneaky.

 

[Aurelia]

Withdrawal seems to be really affecting my mood for the worse. I went to bed extremely early yesterday because of it. I've usually had a positive outlook as of late, but not so much now. I just want it to be over as quickly as possible.

 

[Lane]

Tired after panic attack at night. Still too worried about whether I would be able to find a job.
It's probably tied to starting SSRI, I asked to start with a lower dose because of side effects, but lower dose wears out somewhere at late night/deep at night and anxiety kicks in big deal.

Guided meditations (The Honest Guys - thanks to them), cup of chocolate, a bit of walking around the flat.. somehow managed to sleep down. In the morning nothing calms me more like sending two more applications for jobs. If only it would help...

Good luck with your job hunt @FieryL. Also, I hope your anxiety attacks lessen and glad the medicine is helping.

 

[Lane]

empty, tired, and the joy is gone.

 

[MisterBGone]

Like Water_l>-l)~*~}.

 

[AmberMarie]

i feel like i want to curl up in a corner and disappear. i can't wait till my son is moved out of his room so i can move into it n stop sleeping on the couch. i can't wait to have a place to go n disappear from everyone. That way no one has to see/put up with me.

 

[MisterBGone]

i feel like i want to curl up in a corner and disappear. i can't wait till my son is moved out of his room so i can move into it n stop sleeping on the couch. i can't wait to have a place to go n disappear from everyone. That way no one has to see/put up with me.

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