How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[TragicReality]

Drained of all energy

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

So a family friend had to go in for heart surgery and she kept saying she might not make it, but we assured her that she would. She must have known something though, because the surgery did not work out. It's hard to think that we will never see her again.

 

[TragicReality]

My data is about used up. Someone got into my car last night. I can't find my piano keyboard pedal and the cord to plug it in or my vacuum cord charger. I heard people laughing as I was searching tonight for it. If it's a prank it's a horrible one. I love playing music. I don't even want to see what else is missing. They even put an interior light on inside my car.. I may stay awake looking at the parking lot to see who's up to get in my car. I'm really sad 😢 about it.

 

[puffymilk]

Not really in a good mood....

 

[Baywasp]

I was very happy that Washington won the Stanley Cup back in 2018. ALthough I am from Toronto Canada. My first ice hockey game live was Washington Capitals against Toronto Maple Leafs and I was thrilled of the intensity of the game. Back in 2016 I visited Washington D.C. and many people mentioned that the Capitals were doing very well

I'm excited to see how well they're doing this season too. Though tonight they lost to the Sabres, and they did lose the one game I was able to make it out to this season, in November

 

[AvidFan]

My data is about used up. Someone got into my car last night. I can't find my piano keyboard pedal and the cord to plug it in or my vacuum cord charger. I heard people laughing as I was searching tonight for it. If it's a prank it's a horrible one. I love playing music. I don't even want to see what else is missing. They even put an interior light on inside my car.. I may stay awake looking at the parking lot to see who's up to get in my car. I'm really sad 😢 about it.

I'm so sorry to hear this.

 

[AvidFan]

Terrible. Was in bed until 4am before I went to sleep - then seemed to sleep the sleep of the dead for about 2 hours, judging from heart rate and perception (dropped to 52 for a bit, then 55-59 for 2 hours). Not nearly enough, couldn't lie still or get back to sleep so eventually forced myself to get up. Whatever this is, it's really something else. Just over one week since I stopped the amitriptyline.

 

[puffymilk]

Today I’ve been feeling anxious and I don’t know why. Tomorrow I will have some time to myself and hopefully I’ll have enough energy to be able to enjoy it

 

[Windhover]

It seems fine when I've been active, been for a run, then it isn't. So little of me left, not sure it counts as a person at this point.

 

[AvidFan]

It seems fine when I've been active, been for a run, then it isn't. So little of me left, not sure it counts as a person at this point.

Sorry you're feeling this way @seabird I'm not even getting out for runs at the moment - the last two have completely wiped me out, rather than improved things, but hopefully it's a temporary thing. I hope to get out again soon and hope you do too.

 

[AvidFan]

On a rollercoaster tracking a kind of plateau, wondering if the next twist is going to be up, down, or some kind of twisted loop.

 

[TragicReality]

Awful. My older son is not talking or answering me, my younger left the most horrible voicemail I've heard.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Satisfied.

 

[AvidFan]

I've gone to bed before 10pm. Trying to trick my brain into sleeping, somehow. Jss. Just sleep somehow 🤞

 

[Lane]

Drained of all energy

You've been dealing with so much. I hope you can rest very soon.

 

[AnHeroTransGirl]

Terrible. I'm waiting for work and I self harmed 3 times because of my Uber app not working and my phone crashing. I couldn't just wait to punch someone at work. I hate myself.

 

[Lane]

It seems fine when I've been active, been for a run, then it isn't. So little of me left, not sure it counts as a person at this point.

You are a special part of SF seabird.

 

[Lane]

Terrible. I'm waiting for work and I self harmed 3 times because of my Uber app not working and my phone crashing. I couldn't just wait to punch someone at work. I hate myself.

Please stay safe. I hope things get better for you.

 

[Lane]

Anxious. I texted my oldest daughter to see if she wanted to meet me, no pressure. I'm hoping that I can meet my grandson. I'm not expecting anything, but I still feel nervous.

 

[AvidFan]

Still awake after lying relaxed for 2 hours and 10 minutes. Of course I am. Managed to count backwards from 500 to 300 which usually at least does something. Nada. I'll put the light back out and start again and see how close to zero I can get. If it's a long night, how many times I can get from 500 to zero. 🙄