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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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I believe that also about the number of adults unwilling to admit to having a favorite stuffy, teddy or cuddly or whatever they call their item. Almost like they are afraid others may consider them less of a grown up. I just say it brings you comfort then yes, bring back a bit of the kid at heart in your life and embrace things that make you smile regardless of what anybody else believes.
I think it’s toxic masculinity in the US. Can’t speak for other countries, but the whole thing about being strong and invulnerable, dominant, and basically an a-hole, makes us afraid to admit that we do have a softer side. I get a pass ‘cause gay, lol. It also results in generations of man-children who can’t navigate their emotions. I’m sort of happy that I am old enough to stop fucking caring about that.
I would share my cuddlys name but I want to protect his anonymity! I sleep with him, talk to him through out the day. It helps having him around but I feel so alone, I just wish a certain person hadn't left my life.
I had dreadful nightmares again last night, all night about the situation. I am not coping at all and I cant remember the last time I managed a smile. Basically im not feeling good right now.
I had dreadful nightmares again last night, all night about the situation. I am not coping at all and I cant remember the last time I managed a smile. Basically im not feeling good right now.
Fucking terrified now, I was looking forward to finishing work at 5.30, getting home, having pizza for supper, then having 3 days to regroup. Except no sooner had I finished work than the roofer called and said they're starting the work at 8am tomorrow. Jesus Christ, I thought it was several weeks off, I'm not in a fit state, I'm shaking and dizzy, it's just all been too much this week and am not sure how I can manage this colossal thing happening on my doorstep when I'm already spent. I'm not mentally fit to judge their work or have any conflict if something isn't right, I could be throwing £2100 down the drain if it turns out I've been conned or something. Just did not expect this kind of turnaround - I thought they were very booked up. White fucking knuckle time then.
I'm feeling sore and lazy. I could have my apartment cleaned up in an hour if i had some ambition. Have a slight headache so that's my excuse. I want it nice in case a long distance friend comes this way sometime. A girlfriend. The only one left.
The other ''friend'' I had a meal with was a male. One coffee date, one dinner and a lunch, and now he's talking about sex. uggh. men. I know why I didn't bother for almost 5 years now with them. I'm too old for there silly crap, like really, don't they know what a long term realtionship is when they put that on their profile?
That's about all I met before. They are like little boys, just want to be fed, have sex and leave them alone. I want someone who's interested in talking about things, getting to know each other. Someone who can be funny and also have some intelligent conversations with. So think I'm better off alone.
I don't expect to find someone anymore. I'm getting old and I'd like time with a man who wants to know my insides, who I am, what I like etc. and the other way around. I've have men as friends, and I mean just friends, and that's about enough for me. I think the last fling I had is it. It's not worth baring your soul to someone and then they leave you.
The other ''friend'' I had a meal with was a male. One coffee date, one dinner and a lunch, and now he's talking about sex. uggh. men. I know why I didn't bother for almost 5 years now with them. I'm too old for there silly crap, like really, don't they know what a long term realtionship is when they put that on their profile?
That's about all I met before. They are like little boys, just want to be fed, have sex and leave them alone. I want someone who's interested in talking about things, getting to know each other. Someone who can be funny and also have some intelligent conversations with. So think I'm better off alone.
I don't expect to find someone anymore. I'm getting old and I'd like time with a man who wants to know my insides, who I am, what I like etc. and the other way around. I've have men as friends, and I mean just friends, and that's about enough for me. I think the last fling I had is it. It's not worth baring your soul to someone and then they leave you.
I know my experience isn't like yours, you actually lived somewhere else for a while. I had 2 long vacations in Belize. The last one I flew to a small island called Ambergris Caye. It was so beautiful, both times I loved how it felt there, like our summers and a bit warmer, different birds, mountains of palm trees. People are nice and always say good morning. I did snorkeling, took a boat to caye caulker, it was amazing. My darn phone keeps popping up memories of there, and I know if i can, I'm going one more time next winter. This winter was brutal here this year.
Thank you. At this rate I just want to get it over with - knowing my luck if I delayed it, they'd disappear for a month and the ceiling would cave in, if there's an issue probably better to get it done ASAP, just wasn't expecting to find out it was tomorrow with about 14 hours' notice 🤯 I really hope the stress ends soon.
I'm so glad you have a place which calls to you. It is now for me a lot of bittersweet memories, but I guess I'd rather take the bitter with the sweet. I don't know if I'll be able to go back to Oz. I'm researching what might be done as far as my permanent resident status goes. There we some folks who offered to help me, so that is a distant possibility. I dunno. It sounds like you become more yourself when you're at your amzing place. : )