How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

I feel like a total 0. My boyfriend went to sleep earlier but I wanted to talk more, I called him again and mentioned I'm feeling sick and I want to die, he responded "Just because of a fever you want to die? then die"

You definitely are not a 0. That was mean of him to say and a red flag of how he may treat you. Just selfish. You deserve love and respect @sourire.

 

[AvidFan]

Nothing hugely wrong, nothing specific to describe, nothing painful physically, but I am very sad.

😢❤️❤️❤️

 

[sourire]

You definitely are not a 0. That was mean of him to say and a red flag of how he may treat you. Just selfish. You deserve love and respect @sourire.

Thank you for your kind words

 

[Lane]

I keep thinking about a rude comment my fiance said. "You're a broke ass girl". First of all, he's 65 and sounds like a teenager. But then he said he was joking. I don't find it funny but I haven't brought it up again. I just am really annoyed or mad inside. It's true, that things have been tighter than usual lately and I went to him for comfort. He's usually not a dick but tries to be loving. Maybe I'm making too much of it.

 

[LumberJack]

I feel wretched. In a bad mood, physical pain, and hungry. I tried to eat and it made my stomach hurt even more. I’m having a protein smoothie right now and hopefully that helps. My guts feel like they’re turning me inside out, and I can’t say I blame them.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I feel wretched. In a bad mood, physical pain, and hungry. I tried to eat and it made my stomach hurt even more. I’m having a protein smoothie right now and hopefully that helps. My guts feel like they’re turning me inside out, and I can’t say I blame them.

Jack, try putting a bit of heat on your gut; a heating pad if you have one. It may bring a bit of relief.

 

[LumberJack]

Jack, try putting a bit of heat on your gut; a heating pad if you have one. It may bring a bit of relief.

That’s a great suggestion. I just noticed that I also feel chilled, but the thermometer shows a higher temperature than what the heat is set at, which is also warmer than I prefer.

Probably I need a hot shower and I have a big red hot water bottle if needed.

I wonder if this pain is what it feels like to get the bends from scuba diving. Just in the intestines instead of blood vessels.

 

[Survivorist]

I am on a clear 1,25. I am just now getting out of all of it. I accepted, that from time to time I will have an "accident" - but I can and have to live with that. But suicidal ideas, depressions, tears, missing hygiene, self-harm etc, are gone completely. I do really a lot of sports, eat nothing - only juice - (and again this is not for people with eating disorders, ok?). So, I will be absent for a while now - as we concentrate now on visa issues, flights etc. and will live in future on the two sides - 3 months Africa and 9 months Spain (plus vacation). This is really nice - Spain is f.... cold in winter. Here now every day 42 degrees C.

Send you peace with this song. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/sajp0KFIhw4

 

[SillyOldBear]

I am on a clear 1,25. I am just now getting out of all of it. I accepted, that from time to time I will have an "accident" - but I can and have to live with that. But suicidal ideas, depressions, tears, missing hygiene, self-harm etc, are gone completely. I do really a lot of sports, eat nothing - only juice - (and again this is not for people with eating disorders, ok?). So, I will be absent for a while now - as we concentrate now on visa issues, flights etc. and will live in future on the two sides - 3 months Africa and 9 months Spain (plus vacation). This is really nice - Spain is f.... cold in winter. Here now every day 42 degrees C.

Send you peace with this song. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/sajp0KFIhw4

Gotta ask, but you don't need to answer if you don't want to. How does this diet effect bodily functions. Like energy, muscle building, colon, liver, bladder etc. Seems to me they would protest. Do you lose a lot of weight? TY

 

[LumberJack]

I keep thinking about a rude comment my fiance said. "You're a broke ass girl". First of all, he's 65 and sounds like a teenager. But then he said he was joking. I don't find it funny but I haven't brought it up again. I just am really annoyed or mad inside. It's true, that things have been tighter than usual lately and I went to him for comfort. He's usually not a dick but tries to be loving. Maybe I'm making too much of it.

I don’t think you’re making too much of it. If your fiance has to clarify that he’s joking, then he should also apologize for being hurtful. Obviously I don’t know what type of relationship is between the two of you.

I’m speaking from my own experience, but if I am in love with someone, I definitely know immediately when I should apologize. Once I have a bond with someone, I am sensitive to how he’s feeling as shown by facial expressions and body language.

 

[PrincessPure]

Hilarious how some people even dare to ask me out, like is there no mirror in your house?

 

[Aurelia]

14 years of being stuck on Suboxone, then 6 months of Subutex, and I'm now off for 2 months. It's actually possible. And pretty easily, without most of the withdrawal symptoms. More addicts must come to know this...there are so many people who are stuck. It doesn't seem it's a well-known method yet.

 

[Auri]

My favourite person in the family, my granny, passed away today. I can cry on command by thinking about her, but as long as I don’t, I’m “fine”. Going away to Poland tomorrow.

 

[Lane]

My favourite person in the family, my granny, passed away today. I can cry on command by thinking about her, but as long as I don’t, I’m “fine”. Going away to Poland tomorrow.

I'm very sorry for your loss

 

[AvidFan]

My favourite person in the family, my granny, passed away today. I can cry on command by thinking about her, but as long as I don’t, I’m “fine”. Going away to Poland tomorrow.

So sorry to hear that.

 

[AvidFan]

I am doing weird lately. I've got his horrible feeling in my head most of the time, it's a combination of feeling mentally fatigued, dazed, and like I've been hit on the head. I think it is probably a tension headache type of thing and possibly due to medication fluctuations or stress in the last month. It goes away with vigorous exercise, focused relaxation, with painkillers, occasionally for no reason at all, and sometimes even if I concentrate on something intensely (counterintuitively) before coming back again. Blood pressure and heart rate normal so it's not like my brain is trying to explode or anything, just a very weird feeling. Likely quite a lot of accumulated fatigue from the last 2 months. I'll go to bed and live to work another day.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Pissed and hurt and made to feel not good enough once again.

 

[Windhover]

My favourite person in the family, my granny, passed away today. I can cry on command by thinking about her, but as long as I don’t, I’m “fine”. Going away to Poland tomorrow.

Auri, have a safe and good as possible trip. I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. My grandma was the coolest person, so I thought of her instantly when I read your post. Maybe grandmas greet the new arrivals in heaven. Take care, let us know how it goes.

 

[Windhover]

Pissed and hurt and made to feel not good enough once again.

Sorry that happened. You are way more than good enough.

 

[Inanimate]

Nervous about my appointment tomorrow with a psychiatrist. This one specializes in treatment-resistant depression supposedly, so seems promising. I try to keep my expectations level, meaning having none whatsoever, but because I need the help, the stakes are high regardless. I just hope that whatever he puts me on doesn’t cause more problems, although that seems to be a given.