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How Are You Feeling Right Now?

Very irritated with work. I am getting my friend's duties because he is leaving. EXcept he does grunt work that even he thinks is demeaning. He said he tried to protect me from having to do his work but there is no work for me that I typically do. In fact it's kind of a demotion.

I keep wondering if it is worth staying around and not retiring. My daughter thinks it is but I'm not sure. I have 4 months to go. I probably should have not gone back to the job after being laid off in the fall. Good money though.

But I don't know if I can keep my chin up and do the work. Mostly I'm not sure if I want to. I actually applied to more jobs today. I didn't want to but I want to do something remotely interesting. If I get an interesting job then i'm stuck for a year working. But it won't be so bad then.

I don't want to go to work tomorrow. And that is a feeling I haven't had in 6 years.
 

HappyKitty

Works during the day, doodles at night.
Yes. Grief is intense and sometimes the body will detach from reality to slow things down. Alternatively, the effect of grief is disorienting. When the love of my life died, it felt like my whole world was shattered.
ya depends on how we are affected by changes of life. im glad i have support right now while no longer having grandparents and parents live overseas. and glad im working atm. i was nicely advice to not self isolate, as long as im not alone, im okay. being alone can give me anxiety, i so wanna avoid that.
 

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