How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

I called out of work today, which i don't do often. Cheered myself up with some tomatoes pie, bought a snake plant and a bird feeder from a vet that makes them so he has something to do, he was telling me...at the farmers market.

 

[Windhover]

Somewhat less s. I feel less alone thanks to your post and the others' here. I've been scraping the bottom and I don't know what to do other than learn to live down here.

@Lane I have a question: what is 'tomatoes pie?'

 

[KM76710]

I just did my grocery shopping. So I feel broke.

I picked up somethings while running errands today. Feeling broke is about normal for most, sadly.

 

[KM76710]

Like SF is my last chance and I've wrecked it.

You are too well thought of by members here to wreck things here with us.

 

[Windhover]

That's uplifting, thank you @KM76710

 

[total eclipse]

So many doubts

 

[Inanimate]

I’m so sick of waiting. Most of my time is spent waiting restlessly for some goddamn progress and being at the mercy of my despair. Why does progress take so fucking long? Time and patience are two things I could entirely do without.

 

[puffymilk]

Not that good

 

[Lane]

Somewhat less s. I feel less alone thanks to your post and the others' here. I've been scraping the bottom and I don't know what to do other than learn to live down here.

@Lane I have a question: what is 'tomatoes pie?'

You're doing everything right seabird. Its life that's just hard I believe.

So, tomatoe pie is pizza where there's more delicious sauce than cheese. It can be square or round.

 

[puffymilk]

Somewhat less s. I feel less alone thanks to your post and the others' here. I've been scraping the bottom and I don't know what to do other than learn to live down here.

@Lane I have a question: what is 'tomatoes pie?'

We're all here for you seabird. I wish you all happiness

 

[Licorice]

Fantasising about being diagnosed with a fatal illness so that I can finally surrender all responsibility.

 

[KM76710]

Fantasising about being diagnosed with a fatal illness so that I can finally surrender all responsibility.

That is one I can understand and feel at times. Never actively pursuing, but ready for the inevitable outcome.

 

[1964dodge]

Fantasising about being diagnosed with a fatal illness so that I can finally surrender all responsibility.

 

[1964dodge]

Not that good

i hope you feel better soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

better

mike

 

[puffymilk]

i hope you feel better soon

mike....

Thanks Mike, I'm feeling a bit better now

 

[1964dodge]

Thanks Mike, I'm feeling a bit better now

you're welcome and i hope your night gets even better

mike.....

 

[Bergerac]

I have received the first assignment, that I would dearly like to undertake. I am very excited, and it's such fulfilling work.

 

[cymbele]

I spent the day with my adult daughter. Breakfast, pedicures, movie and lunch. Nice day. Then she left to go home to her family. Now the house is super empty and I'm back to being alone. I hate being lonely after a day like this. I know I should be appreciative of the time she spent with me but I have angst being alone and after a happy busy house the feeling is real.

 

[LumberJack]

Like SF is my last chance and I've wrecked it.

No. You are valued here. I know from me, but also others are happy you’re here. I don’t know what you could do to wreck things here, but I don’t think you would do that anyway, because you are just not the type of person who would do anything hurtful on purpose.

We, as humans, cannot avoid hurting the people around us. We care, and we also make mistakes. I see you beating yourself up. I can spot this because I do it too. Here’s an exercise that I learned a while back: List out 3 things you like about yourself. I know, it sounds corny as hell. It is, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t work. It took me a few practice runs before I noticed any changes, but the point is to shift our attention from everything that is bad about us, over to what is better. Not necessarily fantastic, but just a little better.