How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[may71]

Lots of self hatred today. I have no friends. I don't know what I do to make people hate me. But I must be pathetic garbage if nobody wants to be in my life.

Society is very divided, dysfunctional and alienated today. A lot of people are socially isolated. You're not garbage. It's just a struggle to make relationships work.

Not even my kids want me around and they were my world for so long....

It's common to the point of typical for people to not have a good relationship with their parents.

Please be gentle with yourself.

 

[Windhover]

I have dropped back down into a bad place.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I have dropped back down into a bad place.

 

[AvidFan]

I have dropped back down into a bad place.

 

[AvidFan]

I am doing OK. Managed to have 3 days off working altogether which is rare for me. Ribs are giving me mixed signals, but are pain free except in the morning after lying down all night. Doing stretches for that and my irritated sciatic nerve and been doing walks but no running yet.

Back to some kind of grind tomorrow so will try to get some sleep. Not had much lately but then I never do.

 

[TragicReality]

I have dropped back down into a bad place.

I'm sorry , I hope it doesn't last too long s

 

[Gard]

I have dropped back down into a bad place.

Life is hard, but it's worth it

 

[Gard]

I'm sick of having obsessive thoughts

 

[Gard]

Society is very divided, dysfunctional and alienated today.

Divide and conquer - this principle someone realized....

 

[puffymilk]

Better mood

 

[Windhover]

thank you @AvidFan hugs back

 

[Windhover]

I'm sorry , I hope it doesn't last too long s

Thank you, I hope you feel better sooon too @Reality.

 

[TragicReality]

Thank you, I hope you feel better sooon too @Reality.

Thank you @seabird

 

[Inanimate]

I’m dreading my first appointment with a new therapist tomorrow. I just hope he has what I need in his toolkit.

 

[Inastorm]

I have dropped back down into a bad place.

Hope you can make it back up @seabird, I'm rooting for you.

 

[AvidFan]

Surprised. Like my back issue, the ribs went from 3-4 pain for the last few mornings and an increase yesterday, to follow their pattern of settling down for the rest of the day, to absolute zero today. Was even yawning and stretching involuntarily in bed and not feeling it. Hopefully that's the end of it - they'd probably have healed by a week ago if I'd not ran a 10k 6 days in, but it's one for the tough it out archives.... I just thought if Molly Seidel could break the American marathon record with 2 broken ribs, I could drag myself around a 10k slowly. Funnily enough she also withdrew from a race with a hip impingement, maybe we share karma 😂

 

[Angie]

Dreading another long day.

I sleep more than I should just to escape.

I have projects that interest me, but no focus or patience.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Dreading another long day.

I sleep more than I should just to escape.

I have projects that interest me, but no focus or patience.

Dang it Angie. I know just how you feel. All I want to do is sleep, but then there are times, like now, when I can't. Nothing, except eating, seems to interest me. And eating like I do is very, very bad. Each day is long, boring and empty.

 

[puffymilk]

Okay

 

[Inastorm]

I sent an email to the missing person. No reply, i just dont know if i can carry on. I am in too much pain.